Lola Roe

Lola Roe Jan 2014

Doctor, Doctor
Who are you?
You don't know me
What can you do?

Patronise me,
Make me feel like ****,
Give me my meds,
Tear me down
Bit by
Bit.

Doctor, Doctor,
Why are you here?
You locked me away,
Creating my biggest fear.

LET ME OUT,
I scream, I scream,
I look to the ceiling,
I dream, I dream.

Doctor, Doctor,
You said you'd help me,
You're a liar too,
Shapes is all I see.

White, White,
I miss this I do,
You took away my love,
Doctor, I blame you.

Doctor, Doctor,
Be my friend,
Just let me die,
This needs to end.

Escape.
Tap, Tap.
Scrape.
Sniff.
Awake.

Thank you my friend.

**The End.

Lola Roe Jan 2014

Angel

Distance between us,
Miles apart,
Being not with you,
Is breaking my heart.

I miss your voice,
And the little things you do,
Because I feel most happy,
When I'm with you.

I miss kissing your lips,
And looking into your eyes,
So beautiful, so strong,
Romeo in disguise.

You make me feel special,
You make me feel me,
Complete happiness,
Forever we will be.

I miss you my love,
My **angel.

Lola Roe Jan 2014

Audition

Salt tears,
False smile,
Quivering cheeks,
In denial.

No control,
Twitching limbs,
Holding onto,
Unlikely dreams.

Boxed in room,
White walls,
Trees in hand,
Confidence falls.

Walk slow,
Hold breath,
Hold on,
Step by step.

Name said,
Swayed speech,
Judged more,
Heavy feet.

Pace out,
Confidence falls,
White walls,
Boxed inside.

Failed.

No pride.

Same again,
New day,
Nothing changed.

I dream.
Continue to dream.
I'm a machine.
I shall succeed.

You won't stop me.

— The End —