Watching, staring, waiting
An out of body experience
To look on to your mind looking in.
To see its significance
Am I broken?
Am I tired?
Am I sad?
I can't hide all the emotions I have and had.
That angers me
Am I angry at the world?
Am I angry at the people who have hurt me?
Or am I am I mad at myself for letting them in?

Watching, staring, waiting
An out of body experience
To look on to your mind as a shell covers it
As it looses its significance
Broken? Tired? Sad?
I don't know I have no energy to be angry now
I have become numb
Siting, trying, feeling
To glue my broken pieces back together and forget.