paint on your face,*
it makes you happy even though your dying inside.
smile every day even though you want to run and hide.
people think they know you,
their far from it,
you just want to hit out.
but your scared,
so you pretend,
cause its better that being like this
anything is better than being like this.

As my heart beats,
i feel hot breath on my cheek,
hands going down,
screams going loud,
so wrong but right,
not putting up a fight,
as the light breaks,
im up and gone
for another heartbreak
i kiss their cheek.
its ******* me up more and more
im just her *******

As i walked to feild were she stands
i saw her, her eyes blue like the sea
she laughs and smiles when we talk
this should be how it is but her love goes to someone else
as we walked along the feild she took hold of my hand,
it felt so right but so wrong at the same time,
i know she's not mine,
but she wants to be i can feel it,
as its time to go she pulls me close and whispers in my ear,
"i need you".

****** it.
That’s the feeling I have,
Let us see what is in store
The whole world,
They make us go to college to get and education,
You want to do your own thing,
So you just write away,
For no one to see,
Wishing you where good at something
Not anything,
Getting put down all the time,
Your family,
Your friends
Feeling worthless,
But you have the whole world waiting for you.

Just wait and see,
It might get better
It might get worse
What the point in waiting for tomorrow
When you have today

you make me burn.
the things you tried to do to get away,
you din't tell me,
why?
you make me burn away
away in side,
i'd do anything for you,
but its all cannon fodder you say.
i hate what you make me feel.
i hate that i can't live with out you.
it's pain inside,
you need to go,
but i cant let you

I'd go through the fire and back.
but you'd watch me burn away.

you don't want to admit what we have

As i lay here i think if your thinking about me.
but i'll be wrong,
so i listen to our song.
i need you by my side.
so i don't have to hide.

Are you my friend or foe,
this bothers me so,
Not seeing what to do,
But i'll live through it
for all i have done,
it is left unspoke
like the words upon your lips
watching you choke on your feelings
when your with me do you think of her?

You need to decide ,
cause its breaking me inside.
so i write away so it goes away.

Builds up inside me,
i cant hide it
i really need it.

One wont hurt.
one turns in to two,
two turns in to more,

Im on the floor.
Need your help.
im turning in to a wreck

Someone get me a knife
to end this life.
call me what you want.
my blood will be on your hands

forever of eternity,
could you live with that?
i know you could

your sick inside
twisted games you play
all the things you say.


build up inside me
you make me sick
but i know you don't mean it.
my blood on your hands or ever and eternity.

Ill play you like a game.
make you think your the one,
i treat every girl the same.

You'll need someone to catch you,
cause i'll let you fall,
just like all the others

you can't let me go,
cause you want me in your life,
your up for playing the game

life's like a game
play it right,
or loose the fight

i'll play you.
like a game.