the ocean is over flowing in my heart and waves crash down bringing debris into the once beautiful shore. So, save your love for someone who doesn't know reality yet

WAS IT THE FEAR THAT SHOT YOU DOWN OR WAS IT HIM HOLDING A GUN AND PULLING THE **** TRIGGER

But the thing that gives you the slightest hope that makes you keep holding on is after he says he's never loved you, his kisses graze your neck and sends chills down your spine making your toes go numb

It seems as if the winds in the sky are always whistling your name

Who said im sad? I'm happy most of the time actually. And don't say you'd die If I died. Cause we both know that's *******. Life would still go on. I mean sure, a few people would be sad a little and everyone would go to my funeral and say some ****** prayer saying how I was such a spirt and how alive I was and happy and someone I barley know would say how close we were and id just be sitting back laughing at them knowing no one actually knew me or took the time to get to know me and all the times I've stayed up till 3am just thinking of afterlife and reasons to not hurt myself or end it all. But I know I could never ever **** myself. I'm simply not brave enough and I have so much more sunsets to watch and so many more books to read. And poetry to write and little love breakups to overcome

Trust me darling, I saw into the future and there is a bottomless pit were our dead corpses lay

But she had nobody to blame for the way she was but herself