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I've done my best to hide my pain from you,
Because though I know I've done nothing wrong,
I don't want you to feel guilty.
Don't look at me that way, love.
I know my logic's thwarted.
I've tried my damnedest to hide my tears from you,
Because though I can reason that I'm innocent,
I feel I'm to blame for all this.
Don't turn around, bury your face in your hands.
I know this isn't my fault, but you make my feel so bad.
I've reached the end of this bridge I've crossed so feebly.
I've come to a crossroads where I have to decide:
Do I light the match and let this burn?
Or do I keep pacing back and forth, hoping against my better judgment?
Don't look at me that way.
We both know you're to blame.
You're not the same man I put on that pedestal.
You're just a broken, old soul, submitting others to pain.
I've learned a lot of things in my life.
Now, I haven't lived a long time, but I've gained a lot, all the same.
Sure, I've learned things like math and how to use my grammar properly,
But the things I've learned that are most important
Can't be taught by any teacher in any classroom.
See, what I learned is that life stops for no one.
You'll experience things in your life that will tear you down.
But you can't let that hold you back.
Experience everything.
Get too drunk one night, fall for the wrong person, lose something important to you.
Take the bad with the good, because too often,
Life's greatest lessons come with a negative experience.
Live.
Because life stops for no one.
My best intentions, it seems, are getting me nowhere.
I wonder where you are, what you're doing right now.
I wonder if I've crossed your mind tonight.
You've been back & forth on mine.
That's nothing new.
I really wish it were easier to believe the things you say.
I wish it were easy to simply walk away.
A wise man once said,  "Self harm is pretty much the definition of love."
I constantly find myself racking my brain for a logical reason to stay.
Love isn't logical, though.
So I'll keep torturing myself until something comes along to make me quit.
Because, as a wise young man once said,
Self harm is pretty much the definition of love.
I pick up the telephone, pick up my heart & pour it out.
I just wanted you to feel that way.
You make it really hard for me to breath, you know.
I suppose it's pretty pathetic for me to want this way,
but I also suppose I probably don't care.
I pull the keys out of the ignition, and watch.
I just love the way you move.
You're vulnerable, I know.
Grey-blue water lapped at our toes,
The sky above rolled with darkened clouds.
Your heart uttered words that not even my lips could set free.
You don't know.
Digging my toes into the sand, I rose.
I turned, and walked away.
I cannot live a lie.
I cannot live a lie.
I cannot live a lie.
*This is goodbye.
Your hair is gleaming, sweeping like a curtain across your face
The wind rolled through, you smiled.
You wondered what you had missed.
I wondered if you really knew.
It was oddly overcast, a July afternoon.
No, you never really knew.
Passersby cheer, what do we have here?
No, you never really knew.
There's more to you and how I think
Than meets your dreaming eye
I could say you were like the sun peeking from behind the clouds,
After weeks and weeks of rain.
I could say you were like a life preserver,
In such treacherous seas.
I could say these things,
They're just similes.
Do they even really mean anything.
Let's just be honest.
*You're the best thing to ever happen to me.
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