what is normal? because i surely don't feel it.
how do you find peace? i only see it flying with doves, out of reach.
i don't know if i feel normal, but i know i sense an odd scent.
it burns my skin, a smell you can sense from miles away...
or as close as a glance into my eyes.

somebody please, show me normal.
is it brown hair, or blue skin? is it blind,
or faith? i can't tell from being on the fence all my life.
is that normal?

i crave an understanding. i lack a truth.
i don't know sometimes whether i'm in, out, or ******.
upside down is how my eyes perceive, but my brain turns me around.
to me... that's normal. a knowledge that my head ain't crazy, but my body
has a heart. i'm crazy, and i know that..it's normal.