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Sep 2013 · 435
let's call her katherine
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
there's this girl;
lets call her
katherine

katherine is sad;
katherine is sad all the time.
when katherine gets sad
it hurts
and when it hurts,
it hurts a lot

katherine wants the pain
to stop.

katherine has scars.
Sep 2013 · 304
but
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
but
i fall asleep
with plans to change the world

i wake up
wondering why it didn't end in my sleep
Sep 2013 · 653
dance with me
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
palm to palm
let's sway;
dance my doubts
away

nothing short
of feigned hope,
we shuffle
in kaleidoscope

but we moved as if
we knew traits of love
no timidity for the below
or above
i don't know what else
Sep 2013 · 472
stars of misdirection
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
i am a star;
a dead star
so out of this world

you, on earth
soul still intact
untouched by realities,
look up

the light you see
is a lie

for reality is,
i am dead
Sep 2013 · 319
i don't know
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
so i considered, pictured
every person who i thought
might take the time
to listen

to let me vent
and cry
and scream
until it stopped hurting

my album
remained empty

i'm alone
Sep 2013 · 293
drift
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
i wish to fall into
the deepest sleep possible
& not wake up until
happiness exists again
accidentally started another account, but i deleted it and copied my poem back here
Sep 2013 · 384
now you know
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
i'm so tired of pretending
to be this perpetually euphoric
teenage girl

that's all
Sep 2013 · 515
harmer's love story
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
come
we watch eachother's
vermilion beads surface
and remain mesmerised
in eachother's company

you'll whisper
i'll stare
we'll clean up
and you'll show me
you love me

but love, when i awake
they'll be a note
and i'll cry and reopen
last nights wounds
Sep 2013 · 404
well, fuck
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
i told her i self-harm
by writing
'i cut myself'
in the middle of her homework diary

well, ****
Sep 2013 · 467
aberrance
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
but i want to be the drugs
he consumes to remind
himself he's alive

i want to replace
his daily blunt;
make the day worth remembering

oh, i wish to stroke his scars;
the way he wished
she would

i want to show him
my wrists
and have him read,
like brail
what this planet of hostility
has carved into my skin
too
Sep 2013 · 711
today
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
today i tried to say goodbye
to the world
and the hate she posses

took one last glance
at the scars which rested
where the time should

kissed one last boy;
hoped he'd tell me he loved me
this time

gave one last ****
before i had no more
to give

today wasn't my last day
and now i am numb
Sep 2013 · 417
blank
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
fingers spread across
the keyboard; hesitation
i can't find the words
because i don't know the feelings
Sep 2013 · 386
untitiled
Lana Fraser Sep 2013
these crimson beads,
lines which contradict themselves
in the beauty they posses

dry my wrist
and wipe my tears, love
because i have no one

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