When people really see you
No longer does it work
Tricks and strides to get inside
Used to let you off the hook
Make up rules as you go
Based upon your needs
At this point do you realize
Nothing stolen but given free
Passes that let you feel
Strategies invisible
Expired and replaced
With responsibility of real
From here on out transparent
As you knock for weaknesses in your walls
Benefit of the doubt has moved out
You are now held accountable for all

Summer still in sight
My visions through the day
Passing by a window
As sunshine floods my way
Even the stray cricket
Intends on evening song
Imagining the same echoing in me
Warmth is where I belong
Today through mourning realized
While these moments spent
Yesterday has stolen
Today longing for it

Hear this:
I know myself;
Better than you.

Whatever you decide doesn't apply
No matter how long you thought it through

See me:
I am not blind
To how I can be

Is it your illusion or are you just trying To make an excuse why I want to be free

Hear now
God's voice
Through out spirits move

When you try to pull me from Him You'll find I push away from you

Here I am
Again
By now you should know
I return
Always
To the place
Where I can be
FREE
Without judgements
Or constraints
The place of no guilt
For my feelings
Of everything
And
The one thing
I've learned
Is
I only thrive
Where there is
Continual change
Maybe it is me
I am
The force
They call by name

LIFE