Somehow, you were brought here,
How, I wish not to know,
One morning I’ll rise and,
You’ll announce you must go,
For you’ll see through the beauty,
That I play and present,
And horrified you’ll be,
Whilst I’ll crave your scent,
Your skin and your hands,
Your icy blue eyes.
How can I know,
Your “I love you”s aren’t lies?

I trust you, I do,
Protect though myself,
Yet I’ll face harm for you,
Surrender sane health.
All my foe, my lover,
My best ******* friend,
I’m scared you’ll be scarred,
If you stay ‘til the end.
So run now if you must,
I am made for that pain,
If you stay forever,
I shall not be the same

I found a wise old man
over the weekend.
He was not condescending;
the wise man was my friend.
And I did not climb stairways
to meet my learned elder,
I fell o’er a threadbare cat;
listened, whilst I held her.

He crooked a swollen finger,
for he was hard of hearing,
far off eyes, a vapour blue;
not empty, and not leering.
And he chuckled in my ear:
All the answers he had found,
which the flowers chinese whispered
across the foreign grounds.

The way he told it showed me
how his gentle life solutions
were distorted and quite faded
after those emotional ablutions.
Yet each tale was a comfort;
marked one pretty girl, long lost;
beside him, pretty, every day,
despite the draining cost.

Then the blue sky clouded over
his eyes scruted the garden
I questioned ‘Are you well…?’
see the flesh cracks harden.
“Who’re you? Leave me; GET OUT”
for I was not his friend.
And then the nurses came,
though his confusion did not end.

I walked down to the front
for the afternoon was finished;
he no longer knew my name,
though I’d seen his mind diminish.
What a panging pain it is
to share with him cream tea,
whilst his mind is being taken
by that calm, corrosive sea.