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I need you mom.
This very moment.

I've been crying for hours now,
and tears won't cease.
I've already changed my shirt -
the one I was wearing a while ago is soaking wet
and somewhere within me, I know,
that you would have done the same
in any event you happen to be here -

offer me a clean shirt.
And let me cry.
And wait patiently.

Until I can finally open up.
I need to talk to you,
more than anyone else.

I believe you will understand what I'm about to say
- and that's exactly who I need -
someone who understands
why I feel so, so irrelevant
and inconsequential.

Do you exist?
Can you validate my being?

Truth is,
I cannot find a better way to spend my life in this planet any more
and this scares me.

A lot.
So I went back in time.
And there you were,
near the porch
waiting for me.

A hand of yours apprehensive
under your chin.

Your heart was bruised, ****** and broken
before my arrival.
You stood up, I half-expected you to run
but the void in your chest seems to be keeping you
at bay.

And the pieces strewn round your feet
glittered in the heat of that Thursday afternoon.

From my pocket I withdrew
a scotch tape I have been carrying since the last time.
And on my knees
I picked up the pieces of your heart

and un-broke them, one by one
like we never left each other at all.
Then we entered the house
and we were happy.

We were so happy.

And days rolled back,
and we went out for the first time
like a romantic date, but not exactly.
I was shy.

And then, one day,
I woke up and I don't know you.
And you woke up and you don't know me.
And we have never met.

Not at all.

So if our story were written backward,
certainly, this is what I'll read.
To Nick,
the man from the future
How about him,
on the other end of the world
while I,
on the other side of the world

lay on my back.
The sound of the rain crushing the roof
blending with the music he plays
which traverses in my headset.
To Nick, the man I love between shaky inhales,
each more confident than the last.
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Tear down the last gods
disregard their pleas.
We will take their posts
move close to me.
To Nick,
and the beginning of everything
My beautiful,
smart,
funny,
excitingly adventurous,
**** **** **** girl friend.

One who writes
and reads me poetry.
Sings songs,
laughs and watches movies with me.

You are so incredible to me in so many ways.
And you do it
from the other side of the world.
Because, Nick, you are not just some blur in the background. You are the subject of my vision. My present and my future.
I do not do well without you for a whole day...
I think of you all the time.
Wishing you were here with me...
So I can lean over
and whisper how beautiful I think you are...
Then steal a kiss...

Just a gentle brush of my lips
upon the canvas of your neck and mouth.
From Nick, the scent of rain on dry earth
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