When I go back East
The mountains will fade
and I will be left with
the subtle hills of the Evergreen East
While the plane takes me far from the
monotonous mountains
and I'm forever stuck in a limbo of
wanting to be there and craving
to be here

exile me to the woods.
where it's fine to be heard
but not understood.
just ask the animals

But first,
let me apologize for my legs.
For you,
will never be able to see through a gap in my thighs.
Her's are a single lane.
Where you coast on the greens for eternity.
Mine?
A 6 lane highway to the DMV

An hour used to be an eternity
but now it's just a moment.
What changed my perception?
Is time speeding up?
Who is holding the remote?
Tell them to fast forward.
Tell them to pause.
Tell them to STOP!
and eject the VHS of my life
from this TV universe

You are white
And I am black
I do not mean the shade of our skin
But I mean the way the light
Reflects off our souls.
Revealing the difference in wavelengths.
Of our intentions, of our goals.

I feel immensely stupid
Why did I believe your lies
Why did I dive into your deep blue eyes
I was nothing to you.
And you were no means my everything,
but you were something.
And I never will be.
4 years your junior
while you were a senior.
All you ever did was see her.
You had me
and we're through.
*******.