I can't believe you said you'd hurt me because I "have a lip"
You wouldn't even care
If you saw the blood from my wrists start to drip
I didn't want to do this, I swear

Is this what you wanted?
To hurt me
To leave me forever haunted
To never let me be blissfully free?

You're the creator of all these pains
So this will be my last goodbye
I'm going to cut open these veins
And it'll be the last time, and I bet you won't even cry

I'm sorry you think my decisions are "gay"
I am being myself
I thought it didn't matter anyway

Even if you plead to the skies above
I'll never be your "perfect daughter"
I'm sorry you can't accept what I may love

You make me feel like I deserve a death token
Why can't you think about my feelings?
Because of you, I'm broken

Whatever I do, I try to make it a good deed
But you hate me, I have given up on trying
So instead, I'll just sit here and bleed

This is far as I can bend
I am human, I have a heart, which you broke
But I'm not making that mistake again, these pieces are not for you to mend

For as long as the skies are blue
I have come to believe
Nothing will be changed inside of you

In front of my father, I'm afraid to be bold
I'll end up in more pieces, and there's hardly anything left
To me, you're heartless and cold

I regret wasting all my time
I tried, this is your fault
Now everything I do is a crime

When you are around, I must stay alert
My father has proven to me that I'm not good enough
So remember that I won't forget how you made everything hurt

But there is one thing to thank you for
From all your cruelness
And the pain you put on me to bore
You made me realize I do have one last message for you...
Why should I care anymore?