Nervous, timid, slow,
Shaking, breathing,
Shivers, the deep-pit feeling inside your stomach
Knots tie, butterfly feeling.
Speaking slowly, softly,
Guilty, instant crush.
The words, harshly spoken,
They hurt,
They bleed,
They bite.
It’s starting all over again.
Listening though not seemingly,
Quiet, thinking,
Questioning,
No answer.
They still come,
Enter, register, and exit.
That’s what you think?
How nice.
Thoughts scramble,
Still no reply,
The words cease.
Time passes by, life flies on.
The streets have gone, that is the past.
Words are left unsaid,
It is pointless.
Awkward silence,
Tense, and angry,
Wind blows, its cold.
So what?
Comforting sounds, less quiet.
Deeply thinking,
This is my life,
No dreaming.
See the buildings and the tree tops,
Hear the sounds, sun set,
It takes me somewhere else.

I know better,
Is there such thing?
Feelings like this,
They can’t be felt.
Your body speaks it,
Your eyes show it,
It breaks me.
Every part of me,
Wants every part,
Of you,
It drives me mad.
The lust is obscene,
Stare at me, deeply,
Gazing, heart throbbing,
Head spinning, no words,
Just to stare.
Your presence,
I smile.
Your eyes,
They shine.
Your stare,
It’s stolen,
And it’s wrong.
Every part, every want,
Every need,
Everything,
It’s all so messed up.
But that doesn’t make it stop,
Feelings so strong,
It is unexplainable.
When will it stop?
Around the clock,
All I think about,
Every time, is you.
Scared, fast,
What’s happening?
If I stumbled,
Fell, and crashed,
Would you pick me back up?
Worried, young,
Struck, thinking,
Wondering, and wandering.
Therefore, I am stuck.