Sweet life
   drifting off the lips of innocence,
   dripping through the leaves
   and splashing on the sidewalk,
      Reflecting the colors of the sun.

Holding hands--
   sinking into iris, I reach
   looking for the delicate;
   the things I want inside of me,
      Showering with love on the run.

Happy thoughts
   trailing through the spider webs,
   frosted dew upon the lawn
   and newspaper on the driveway
      Reminding us to chill; relax.

But darkness hides,
   tickles my morbid fantasies,
   feeding on my misery, I scream
   from inside out and cry away
      My love as it drips into the cracks.

Shining silver melody
   that cracks into my skull
   and eats at my everything,
   killing all inside of me,
      Screaming echoes 'round.

Reach for warmth,
   crying for her so softly,
   asking God and Satan how
   I can try to get along
      But they don't listen to my sound.

The musk,
   it consumes me, caressing me,
   showing me the bleakness of
   rain, sun, and lovers in between;
      **** me with your apathy.

**** my everything;
   **** me softly, let it drain out
   and cover the curb with blood
   to feed the lovers in the sand
      While I cry away my agony,
      Eat away my Sin
      And follow her to Hell.