It started early
That unusual feeling
It kept me awake at night
Filled my mind.
We started soon
Making our own rules
Hoping that it would last.
Now we're together
Almost all of the time
Yet you feel so distant
Like i never really knew you at all
Never felt that feeling
Never felt that spark.
Don't push me away
Please tell me you'll stay.

Breathe in deep.
Hearts still pounding.
Chest is rising and falling all too quickly.
Head starts spinning
from the lack of air
needed to fill my lungs.
All i can think
is to try and run
from some invisible force
that once again
tries to overcome me.
I can feel it now,
slithering up my spine,
winding through me,
like a snake trying to escape.
Blood's pumping faster.
Legs going numb.
Maybe this time I can fight through it.
Maybe I can try and overcome it.
But all I can think
Is to try and run.

Hold me back,
force me down.
Tie me up,
pull me around.

Push back the tears
that try to escape,
because of those fears
that you have made.

I am not wholly yours,
I am cutting the strings,
I am breaking out now,
See what the future brings.