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Ky Philbilly Nov 2014
You never really know
With what other's are dealing
What demons they are fighting
Or how they are feeling

There are many a smile
Only used to mask pain
As many go through the motions of life
But feel like it's all in vain

I know this is true
I myself have been there
Smiling through it all
But really looking for a reason to care

Then the facade crumbles
And it all comes out
Hurting those true friends
That were with you throughout

No longer able to find solace
In the bottle or any pill
Unjustly lashing out at others
Because of what you feel

A very destructive cycle
Unless that cycle you break
But you can get out of it
If the right steps you take

Spend some time reflecting
And yes, some time in prayer
And that place of darkness can't hold you
No doubt, you'll get out of there

Again, I've been there
We all still have demons to slay
But I know we will make it
If we do it the right way

But as you make progress
Be sure to help others too
Those that are still struggling
Just like you used to do.
Ky Philbilly Nov 2014
Man does not get to choose
The time in which he lives
But it is his choice what to do
With what his time on earth gives
Ky Philbilly Oct 2014
It was so terrifying
Scariest thing I have ever seen
No t'was not a horror movie
And had nothing to do with halloween

It involved alot of ******
Betrayal and full of gore
I had to look away
I couldn't stand it any more

What was it that I saw
So terrifying I had to look away?
I accidentally watched
The national news today.
Ky Philbilly Oct 2014
The body so tired
The mind wide awake
Seems that second *** of coffee
Was a most huge mistake

I'm waxing philosophical
Yet have a juvenile mind
One of the most dangerous mixes
You will ever find

I'm thinking the questions
We are conditioned not to ask
And I can't help but write about it
As if it's a pre-destined task

Who are you really?
The sum of what you do?
What you think when you close your eyes?
Who is the real you?

I know who I am
And I'm not at all impressed
But don't get high minded
'Cause I also see through how you've tried to dress

We are who we are
No more, no less
I think we will all be better
When that fact we confess

Just a random thought
From a tired, yet coffee fueled mind
Yet one who has found peace
I hope we all find.
Ky Philbilly Oct 2014
A friend of mine shared a story with me this morning, and with his permission I am sharing what it brought to my mind...

It was so long ago
But seems like yesterday
When I got the phone call
That you had gone away

The river was up
You had fallen in
My dear Brother
I'd never see you again

Though day after day
Night after night
We looked and we searched
Not giving up the fight

But each and every evening
I had to tell our Mother
You couldn't be found
My oldest Brother

Though this side of eternity
Your face I'd never again see
Know you are never forgotten my Brother
As you are a part of me

The day we lost you
Life would never be the same
But my daughter who never met you
Honored you in her daughter's name

It was so long ago
But seems like yesterday
When I got the phone call
That you had gone away...
Ky Philbilly Oct 2014
Wednesday, Wednesday, Wednesday
Oh why do you taunt
Only half way to the weekend
I so desperately want

I have to tolerate you
Because I have no choice
But my complaints against you
I wil certainly voice

Far enough away from last weekend
That I already need rest
Yet far enough from the next one
My endurance to test

I don't like you Wednesday
Never have, never will
As you tease me of the weekend
Knowing it's too early to chill

So enjoy it Wednesday
You enemy of all that is good
Just know that along with Monday and Tuesday
We'd skip you if we could!
Ky Philbilly Oct 2014
Sitting by the creek
Hearing the water flow
As my mind begins to wander
And time begins to slow

The current of the water
Seems to carry my burdens away
No matter how stressful
Or tiring was the day

It's a great place to think
To meditate and such
Without the world's noise
I appreciate it so much

Even when I can't physically get there
In my mind I can visit it at will
My natural anti-depressant
No need of chemicals or a pill

So if you see me sometime
Looking with an absent stare
Know I am down at the creek
In my mind, spending some time there.
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