let us not be this way
let us just be normal
can't you see that i'm only
pretending to be calm
on the outside but actually
i'm shaking like some
earthquake eruption
deep inside of me
my fears are always getting to me
and i really can't help it
there's nothing i could do
i want to scare my demons away
but instead they are the ones who
are winning the battle
i'm trying not to be in this state
i really am, please believe me
i don't want to scare you
but please promise me
you'll stay, even if you're lying
i just can't handle it
the thought of losing you
what would i be
without your
smile?