no drug has given me the high you make me feel

It may not be what you want
But maybe it’s what you need

Living just comes with a bit of heartache
Heartache comes with a bit of young faith
Faith stays young till your heart gets broken

It’s TOTALLY possible to be in love with an inanimate object, I mean, I am! Even though I’m sure it has no feelings or anything it’s true, I love it. Oh look! That book is so amazing, I love it! This food tastes so good. I think I’m in love, it makes my tastes buds go crazy. You know that one boy I’ve barely met? Yeah, even though we will probably break up tomorrow I will still tell him I love him. Wait… what’s his name again? Oh well, never mind that; I still love him. Ooh, what is that amazing smell? I love the scent! Guess what? I love your new look too; it’s so pretty, fits your personality. Of course I mean what I say; there is no way i’m abusing the word “love”. I mean, of course we should use “love” every chance we get, there’s nothing wrong with doing that. In fact, even though I don’t know who is reading this, I love you also!

He too will just find some way to “prove” to you that he is different than all the other boys, then he will find an unmarked canvas of skin and cut the deepest wounds to continue the gallery upon your body

here i am
                high again

thinking about you

                 while i'm kissing him

test-mode 42
cryptobiologist

creature found
far below
dare to reach
where no man will go

not afraid o the darkness
or the things hidden within
keeps himself in secret
when the solemn days begin

he opens his eyes
to the things we dare not see
he hides in the shadows
of even you and me

creeps in our dreams
wanting to show
the truth of the world
in which we call our home

he whispers in our ears
sending chills up our spine
we wonder the meaning
when really it's, "you're mine"

Creature found
far below
dare to reach
where no man will go

I took a chance and left what I thought I needed for something I knew I wanted.

I now am the happiest I have ever been.

Take risks. Take chances. Go for the one you truly love.

oh how I long to view the world through children's eyes

In a world full of extraordinary people, I accept being average.

kiss my lips
burn my tongue
bite my chest
convince me to be numb

You liked me,
                          and I liked you.

Our friendship blossomed.

You were my guy,
                                 I was your gal.

We were each other's personal therapists.

You guided my rights,
                                        you forgave my wrongs.

I never was any more comfortable than when I was with you.

Two years go by and our friendship is still strong.

However, you are taller
                                           and I am wider.

You are a beautiful creature,
                                                  and I am just in the background.

Your face clearer than before,
                                                    mine covered in red blisters.

When I am with you I don't feel like an outcast.
When I am with you my days are brighter than ever.

However, I AM NOT WORTHY.

Just as coal doesn't belong in a flowerbed, I don't belong with you.

You like me,
                       and I love you.

He may be different but I like to say he is wonderfully unique


                   His pure curiosity of life

His lust for information

                    The way he isn't hesitant to ask questions

The wandering of his eyes when he takes in his surroundings

                    His beautiful natural "ticks"

He may be different but I like to say he is wonderfully unique


                    Despite what some people may think

AUTISTIC PEOPLE ARE WORTH LOVE

you pulled the trigger grandpa
Your masculinity took advantage of you
You would’ve forgotten me
However I never will forget you

Your strong, proud, stubborn mind was beginning to decay

Your sleep was becoming less and less

Your short term memory was beginning to fade

Your wife
Your son
Your daughter
Your grandchildren
Some who knew you
Some who never will

Was it worth it?

You could no longer take care of them so you refused to let them take care of you

The last memory you had I will never know

But the last memory I will hold is your stubbornness putting a bullet in your head

Purple   monkeys   eat   *****   dishes
They   take   revenge   by   killing   fishes
The   enemies   they   make
Will   brutally   shake
That   is   all   the   monkey   wishes

Easy, Easy
Pull out your heart
To make the bein alone
Easy, Easy

What'   the   difference   between   a   friend   or   a   foe
Do   they   keep   you   safe   from   the   world   unknown?
Do   they   turn   their   back   when   the   road   gets   too   tough
Trick   your   mind   into   a   whole   bunch   of   junk?
Do   they   wipes   your   tears,
Or   let   the   river   flow
What's   the   difference   between   a   friend   or   a   foe?
Don't   worry   about   it,   the   world   may   never   know
Just   stick   to   your   heart   before   life   gets   too   rough
And   hold   my   hand,  
as   we   walk   in   the   dark