Its always goo to cry your heart out..
Let your heart be light
after you scream and shout..
Wondering what has changed in you..
Pondering upon the fact the words are few
The feeling inexplicable
random thoughts invade my mind
Pretending stuff was just fine..
Helpless .. broken .. shaken to the core..
Was I like this..
I am not me that is indeed sure..

Sometimes you dont know where to search
you dont even knw where to go
the void in ur life is never fulfilled
u try to search really deep
the bond you had is gone in a fraction of second
somebody else took ur place
you cannot do anything about but stand still and stare
deep down you know that you are never gonna love again
all u r left with are he memories and pain
lost ur love lost a friend..
what u thought was a beginning was truly the end

Its just not the people in our lives who matter
Its the memories that we miss
want to feel the comfort.. want to feel the joy
You wrapping me around in your arms
that feeling never dies
Miss the memories .. I surely do
Miss the moments but definitely no longer YOU!

Faking around a smile on my face but inside I am in pain…
Don’t know what’s wrong with me and I can’t figure it out that whether it’s for my loss or else for my gain…
Friends call me insane because for them I react weirdly…
But I don’t know what’s wrong with me and this I can say clearly…
Life is turning into a mess…
And sometimes I think that I am not me anymore but strange or even less…
My world has turned upside down, I don’t know, I don’t know why…
And I can’t tell it to anyone because I cannot explain my dilemma to them no matter how hard I try…
Random thoughts in my mind have taken my sleep away…
I don’t know what’s wrong with me and I don’t know it anyway…
I am changed completely…
And I am thinking about this lately…
I was not like this before…
I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I don’t know it anymore…
Emotions have invaded my life all the way round…
I don’t know what’s wrong with me but it seems that I am stuck in a dark room from where no one can here my sound…
I have lost interest in almost everything…
I don’t know, I don’t know what’s wrong with me but the spark of my life is missing…
I don’t know what’s wrong with me and I guess this is the dilemma of my life…
And I ponder upon this fact that if ever I am going to be alright…

Nobody could feel the pain I went through
Nobody knew you the way I do
The things you did
The things you said
All in vain now ..all mislead
Wanted to get over you..
wanted to get over the way you made me feel
But the memories haunt me still
Won't be able to love anyone more than I did you
Still want to be with you.. still long for the old you..