Kristina Muller: Poems

10-11-12

Kristina Muller Oct 2012

10-11-12

You are my breathe of fresh air,
Its as if,
I was drowning.
But you saw me there,
And you saved me,
From tears,
Heartbreak,
And my fears.

As I sit here writing.
I cannot help it--
As my thoughts wander back to you.
Lets just hope,
You aren't too good to be true.

Mother Dearest.

Kristina Muller Oct 2012

Mother Dearest.

She calls me dumb,
Says I'm nothing but a worthless ****.

She pushes me around,
With words,
And hands.

All the love that she once poured into me,
Well she's taken it back.
Leaving me hallow inside.
Hating myself,
The world,
Her.
I guess I shouldn't be angry,
But then
I wouldn't be living up to my mother’s names

Pacifier

Kristina Muller Dec 2012

Pacifier

She needs it.
She consumes.
No longer for her enjoyment.
All her blood has been drained,
only alcohol remains.

The Cheater.

Kristina Muller Oct 2012

The Cheater.

I should of seen it.
I should of ran the other way,
Saving myself from you.
All your lies,
The empty I love yous,

I should of see it.
I should of ran the other way,
When you became more distant,
When you ran away.
I doubt you even cared,

I should of seen it.
I should of ran the other way,
I let love blind me,
And you fool me.

I finally saw it,
I ran the other way,
I saved myself just in time.

— The End —