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Kristin Savage Feb 2010
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Clear clear specular mirror,detach from me reality.Free the reflection.Come you, talk to me.Hello there.How are you?How are you feeling?I'm all right,though I must admit.I feel kind of tired,I feel kind of split.I'm sorry to hear,I can tell your not so well.You need to get clean,hell, you look like hell.Take off your clothes,bathe in your sight.Galaxy pool pupils,baptized into the night.Gravitation of it's mind,doorway to it's soul.What lies behindeyes so blind?Hey, am I losing you?You seem a little frantic.Get your head in the sink,drown in the Atlantic.Hahaha, are you losing it?Your losing it I can tell.Just give yourself up,farewell farewell.Look at that,the man in the mirror.He seems crazed,the embodiment of fear.That's right,break me to pieces.Smash me to bits,my being it releases.You can't **** me,your feeling too numb.Why must you killwhat you have become?My, I mean yours,your hands feel so warm.Let them fly away,let them blow in the storm.Your just a mess.A mess.A madman.A jest.Your life is a bore.A bore.Abhorrent.A chore.I'm dizzy.So dizzy.I'm falling down.Hit the ground,and the king is crowned.Worship me,worship this illusion.A hallucination?Or your delusion?The curtains are closing,the windows turn to bricks.Stop scratching yourself,we must get your fixed.Lay in your bed,let the rush come upon you.Don't mind the waves of spiderspouring out my eyes.Notice I'm not even rhyming?I'm not making much sense.You.I mean you,says the closet to it's chest.A shadow lives there,it's beckoning me to come.Just don't look at it,just sit look up and hum.Now the spiders,their born from the walls.The walls are black.The walls are black.The spiders are black.Everything is black.The animated walls are melting onto me.I'm covered in a mass of movement.I just want to tear me from myself.Five more hits,and I'll become itself.
This poem is by my boyfriend Michael Crowley . I stole it from him . This is a social experiment between the two of us . Enjoy .
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
Beautiful desire
Peaceful and pure
Lovely magic
(You're my) Fiery sinner

Bound to please
(Just so) Instantly
Personality so strong
Nothing could go wrong

Peaceful soul
Beautiful and true.
Lovely madness
Sincere and moved.

Kisses so delicious
Soothing shallow touch
Losing all control
As our worlds collide into one.

Fearful lover
Scared of being hurt
Seductive smile
And charming touch
Blank stares
A gentle rush.

Our goodbyes are always a hello
Must have seen my thought following
So close

The closer we are
Gentler fire,
You are my beautiful desire.
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
Betrayal lead to misery
but misery floods my soul.
My heart beats less
as seconds tick away.

Time kills the ones I love
Time murders the fate of our game.
Lesser than before,
I disintegrate slowly.
I keep you close to my heart before I disappear.
Moving into nothingness, is something we all feared.

Meaningless feelings, that weren't a waste of time.
(Our) Love is nothing but a mere illusion.

You meant the world to me.
You always have,
and always will.
I love you my sweet dear one,
but your rejection is once again returned.
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
Simple little obsession
The temptation makes you stop
Touching and feeling
Caressing so soft.

Look into my eyes
as we fall deeper inside.
Memorized by temptation
I want to freeze time.
Intense emotions,
All so faithful and true.

Sshh.
Be quieter,
You'll wake the entire room.

Hands tremble,
legs shake
This feeling is nothing less than great.
Shiver and quiver
as its time to leave
Departing each other
But its still hard to breathe.

Feeling you so close,
But now saying goodbye.
Trials tribulate,
as our time expires by.

Wishing to be with you
Is the only thing I want.
Smelling you still on me makes me feel just so complete.
I drift away slowly as i find myself asleep.
Even losing all consciousness,
I miss you still.
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
How completely appropriate.
Love brought to this name.
When hate is more endearing;
it brings more fame.

Hopeless little imbecile
gossip as it comes.
mind your own business
you dumb little one.

Greedy moocher
finally gone away
grubby tiny paws,
which cause a lot of pain.

Insecure high school monarchy
"set" to rule a world.
Little did they know,
they were lost and insecure.

"Almighty" and "un-merciless"
When they are the ones to be judged.

"Pretty" little menace
personalities which need to be hid
uglier than a platypus mixed with a humongous pig.

Lovely little *******
I tire of all the fuss.
When will you grow up?
When shall you bee done?

Trial and error
Falsified life
The mistake was you breathing,
Now die along with all of your failed lies.
Kristin Savage May 2011
I don't want to be trapped in this time capsule forever.
Some things need to change.
I loved you once ;
I love you still .
Reassurance,
but all the lies feel right.
Touch me softly ;
Hold me gently ;
Make it meaningful - like everything is alright.
Take this time capsule
Release whats inside .
We're surrounded and stuck,
motionless in time.
Failure to launch
Sadly, we are stuck in time .
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
"Smile sad girl .
Don't you frown .
Cheer up little buddy .
My friendly pal ."

"Why do your lips curl down ?
Do you feel that your not special ?
Worth nothing at all ?"
"Thats okay sad little girl .
You'll be fine .
You'll move on,it'll only take a little time ."

"You kindred soul .
I'm so sorry to hear .
The misfortunes that have happened,seem to be too much, dear ."

Now to a flashback that I've known so well .
"Hey, help me with this box, little girl, all it needs a little packing ."
Nothing good come of that day at all .
With the deed being done,and buried in the past .
That dust stirred up,unraveled the last .
"Deep breath .
Deep breath.
Try to calm down .
Hold my hand .
I'll hold you well .
So sorry young one .
Now, please put back that smile ."
I replied,"I'm sorry, sir, it's been lost for a while."
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
Sweet little lullaby
whispered in my ear
soothing words embrace
I have nothing to fear.

Lovely little mumbles
beautiful to the tenth degree
you, yourself are lovely
you are what i need.

My heartbeat flutters
as your hand follows my sides
sensations that I love,
Keep it all on time.

Soothing hands,
gentle touch
fiery passion
its not just lust.

Hopeful eyes
eager for what in store
Passion inclines,
as our temptation soars.

Sweet little lullaby
careful not to wake.
I'm in a trance,
it's something that can not be faked.
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
Wondering souls
All feeling so numb
Somehow my soul escapes from this destined hell

Lies and deceit
While far away menaces find a way to pry
All tempting fate
All the secrets are lies

Subsiding Pain
It throbs while it all slips away
Flowing blood drifts
Along with any of my self-consciousness

Looking away
While turning to hide
The sounds of sorrow
Theres a terrifying cry
Screech and scream;
a door of escape
Because once again you are tempting fate.
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
My nothingness         is constant .Indifference;insecurityI'm a mindless robot .I found happiness,but my happiness makes me miserable .My boredomis a constant reminderof the same ol' day in        and day outI'm unable to handleall of the things that make people                                                                 entertained .I need something   Exciting .my tolerance is bulit upthat I need a bigger rush .Something that would terrify              the average person .Something that would make you     holler .Im destined to failure .We're all destined to be                                  Dead .
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
Sickening faith in someone fails.
A new hope regained;
When distance is abstained.

Hell is the Heaven you have been seeking
While restless souls ascend from their graves
Peaceful fires erupt with sorrow
Your love is the only thing to blame.

Despising heart,
Fueled by torture.
But each minute death gets closer.
My lessening heartbeat starts to subside.
My soul departed.
You find me dead.
I'm missing the heart that you once held.
Keep me close as i descend to the heaven I call hell.
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
I scream your name silently,
vying for you to notice .

Listening carefully,
observing and applying
hoping to see what you are wanting.

could i be the one who is good for you?
the right one?
the one to keep it all smooth?

when the going gets rough,
the rough gets you going
would i be the one to set you free?

imagining what it would be like
to just caress your face

knowing your name
gets me through the day

high from the small spoken word
that gave me such a rush.

foolishness gets in the way
when i try to talk
little old me trying to have some fun.

your beautiful soul
shines through your eyes
such purness
such love
they hypnotize

living each day with you not in my life
makes me feel terrified and scared.

peaceful little soul
so young
so free

Kiss me dear,
softly,
this time for real.
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
Panic errupts
As my composure disappears.
False accusations;
the end draws near.

Such a beautiful soul;
You're simply pure.
A smile on your face,
So dangerous,
It's scary.

Distance so deadly
Meaning obstained
Treachous preditors
Prance on my terrain.

Manipulative beings
endanger your existance
As I sit and pray
For your beautiful and safe return.

Menacing followers
Pry as we fight
Soul filled with sorrow,
It all happened that night.

Cries of despair
Rip from my soul.
All emotions gone a wry,
your fate's been decided.

One slippery mistake
And you are easily gone.
Stay close to me baby,
Everything as feared,
Went wrong.
Kristin Savage Feb 2010
ever feel alone even when someones there ?
Thats how i feel everyday of my life .
and theres nothing that can be done.

It *****, like most things in this life .
Friendships, Love, ***, and just anything in general .

How can it be possible to be alone, when you are with someone constantly ?
How can it be possible to care for someone so much, but still feel the emptiness that you have always felt ?
How is it possible that everything is "just fine" but really you are deeply screaming inside as in a cry for help ?
How can everything just ****, and not go your way ?
How can everyone try to help you in anyway possible, but none of their solutions do anything for you ?

I wish there was a way to know the answers .
I wish there was a way that this feeling can just disappear .
I wish I just had the happiness that everyone else feels .
I wish I could be the girl that can just look at a simple thing and just smile .

But those times never come.
Never have, never will .

Everything is completely hopeless .
Everything is a lost cause .
Life, Love, and Happiness .
All lost in the shuffle .
Gone before the 19th century even hit .

Everything has been done before.
Everything has been pondered before.
Nothing is new, and nothing can be new.
It's nearly impossible for something to be new now-a-days.

I wish things were normal .
But thats even a lie,
because if they were,
everything would be even more boring than it is now.

Everything is an endless cycle.
Romance taught by movies,
Jokes, written and displayed on t.v. shows .
It all just gets recycled every generation .
Nothing is new. Nothing can ever be new.

So why can't we just think of something to be new ?
I'm sure what i am writing isnt anything new at all .
In fact i know its not .
There are plenty of young people in the world who think the same way,
do the same things,
Live their lives just like me .

It ***** . It honestly does.
So **** it all .
I am completely done.
Im not going to try anymore.
theres no point in it.

I can't make a difference,
no matter how many people say that I can .
Its all just lies.
I am one small person in this large world .
One thing I say,
for example this,
will do nothing .

So **** it all .
Like i stated above .
I am done .

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