We spent years platonic, though I wanted more.
I have kept that secret, loving you in silence.
We separated ways because college came
And I felt like I lost you.

Leaves bloomed from trees, flowers began to grow
Still no word from you, trying to fight it.
Suddenly a Skype call from your strange face
And I fell back in love.

You reveal to me all the feelings you had
Shaking me to my core, mixed feelings returning
Regret replaced love, anger replaced relief
You waited how long...

Leaves have turned orange with autumn
Skies grey with the rain clouds
I have found another, affectionate
I will never forget our late fall.

This kind of love
Scares me truly.
This kind of affection
Is unknown.

With hands that hold
And eyes that smile.
Experiences coming forth.
Regrets draw back.

You show me that being in love
Can be a good thing.
Even though it can be ugly,
Its moments are beautiful.

This kind of love
I want deeply.
This kind of affection
I want forever.

Your rough palms and rough ****** hair against my skin
Your soft touch and soft breaths making my heart thump
Your smile and your kiss taint my lips with happiness

Your words and your comfort reaches my vulnerability
Your silliness and your assurance lighten my burden
Your warmth and your care never fails

You are everything
Anything
Everywhere
Anywhere
I need you
Just you.