For years of my existence

I had experienced affection and affliction

The one who loved
and loved in return

Loved more than I ever loved someone
even myself

I had been the suspect
and the victim

Gulity from taking advantage
and been taken advantage of

This heart experienced tachycardia
at times it ceased to beat

I had been the one holding another person's hand
and had been the one to let go

I loved blindly
and been the one blindly loved

Then someone asked, ''Are you a pain ******? what's with all the loving then hurting?

Then I answered, '' I loved''