Silence is blind
Silence is deaf
dark and scary
just a long tunnel
with no light in the end
longer you resist
longer you suffer
and
deeper it sits within
Then
light appears
Silence becomes noisy
Silence becomes beautiful
a bunch of sounds within without
world is filled with colors
strangers become unsaid stories
world is like a walking movie
heart prevails as a narrator
and
Silence is just Silence
not dark but bright

KPK

Heart is the key to all
a key to hope
a key to dream
a key to love
a key to courage
a key to all
yet
it needs a key on its own

KPK

You broke my heart
Even before you touched me
You broke my heart
Even before you changed
You broke my heart
Even before you could love me
You broke my heart
Even before you let me love you
You broke my heart
Even before you guarded it
And you broke my heart
And I let you break it

KPK ©

You don´t even know,
how you are wrapped in my words.
You don´t even know,
how you are entangled in my life.
You don´t even know,
how my heart still finds a way to live with you
while you don´t even exist anymore.

KPK

I knew it was gonna be hard one
yet i didn't see it coming
I watched some emotional drama
knowing it will unfold my inner hurricane
yet i didn't see it coming
it starting with a tear rolling down
turning into a flood soon
i clinched my fists so hard
nails dig into the flesh with bleeding marks
my cries turned into screaming
and i tried hiding in the blanket
i still heard my screams like whistles blown in wind
i could smell my own fear
i breathed my own misery
my mind played many games
my heart ached like never before
shiver in the body
rolled up in a ball
holding tight like it's gonna fall apart
my heart was racing
my breathing was breaking
i knew it has to pass
but i knew i won´t survive it tonight
my eyes cried all out
till tiredness took over
and body went to slumber
waking up again and again
and a blink woke me up
finding him out there
was like a dream coming true
knowing it was a nightmare
not a dream i hold onto anymore
yet i let it console me
i looked in the light
again and again
till my heart paced
and there was no race
i drifted on and off
knowing it so well
tomorrow will be another night
and i will fight once again
if not i will look at light
and i will wait

KPK

Life is just
a bunch of hopes,
memories,
moments,
spur of joy,
running for euphoria,
fighting harder,
looking for security
but
essence lies in
Beautiful sadness

KPK

If you ever gonna love me
i will be your home
i will be your nest
i will be your quest
i will be all you need
i will be the smile you wear
i will be the sweet voice you hear
I will be the sweet kisses you linger
I will be the moon on your darkest night
I will be the sun keeping you warm
I will be nothing
but
Girl in Love

KPK

I kept looking for you
I kept waiting for you
I kept holding on to you
but you were not to be seen
with my powerless heart
I tried reaching you out
My memories were pushing me
they were like nourishment to my soul
i ran for you
but all in my head
i want to run after you
but i felt in a cage
a cage you built around me
filled with heavy words
possessive, pushy, or nagging
i kept my distance
hoping you will come back
i kept my hope
hoping it will be us
i kept falling
knowing you won´t return
and my crushed heart
kept saying no no no
it can´t be
it is us us us
how can there be any fuss
now i live with your ghost
walking with me
like my host
i wonder if it will ever go
i wonder if i will ever grow
i wonder i wonder i wonder
and then again
i hope i hope i hope
it will be us
it is us
it was us

KPK

He is a memory i cherish
and i fear there won´t be another
how will I meet someone
who will look at me
like he did
intense, piercing through my soul
letting me know it all
how he cherished me
how he saw beauty in flaws
how he smiled when i did
how he sighed when i moved
how he wished to touch me
how he kissed when i looked away
how he followed my moving eyes
how he listened while i talked
how he loved in all i had
how how how
for him i was a fairy
for me he was my kermit
how how how
how could it be
how could he let it slip
how could he let me go
how could he ...

KPK©

She was the fire,
you feared to play with
She was the moon,
you looked from far away
She was the sun,
you hid away from
But remember just for you,
She is a home,
you crave for
She is the love,
you dream about
She is the sun,
for giving you warmth
She is the moon,
lighting you up in dark night
She is the ear,
you look for to hear you
She is everything you need,
She is just glittered in your fear,
She is waiting you to discover,
She is just carved in your courage.
KPK©

She knew it
But she was scared to say it loud
She knew it was love
But she couldn't do it
She knew it will ruin her
But she couldn't help it at all
She knew it was too late
But she could just hope for it
She tried fighting it
But in the darkness of night,
It wrapped her like a blanket
She loved letting herself loose
But she kept drowning
She wanted to walk away
But day or night she couldn't hide from it at all
She kept dreaming
But day dreaming was it at all

KPK©

I saw her each day
But each day she left me in awe
Her eyes had a story to tell
Like a deep ocean of pain
Like a deep ocean of secrets
Like a deep ocean holding tsunami
Her barefoot walk reflected her journey
Like those stones with sharp edges
Like those burning coal
Like those nails piercing through her
Her laughter was endless
Like a beauty hiding scars
Like an eclipse hiding moon
Like wildness hiding heart
Like an anger hiding tears
Her soul was not hidden
Her voice, her gestures, her beauty and what not
She was the soul, she was the HER
And I looked at her like I was her

KPK©

it's a walk
in a long dark tunnel
it's a journey
of the unseen
it's a lesson
to learn to let go
it's we need to learn
to let it flow

KPK

We all wish for happiness
We all wish for good sleep
We all wish for the peace
Above all
some of us do it
we go for it
we run for it
we work for it
But
Life has a different plan
Life has a different pace
Life has a different race
Yet
we race our own race
we struggle and resist
till we let it flow and go
and life race our race

KPK

I took off from flower to flower
I enjoyed the sweet smell
But
You were always my favorite flower
You were like a home i always returned to

KPK

My world without you
feels like a river gone dry with all the heat.

KPK

The time we met
you were bright and right
like the love I believe in and I deserve.
May be today you are not the same
but
I still believe in the love I had found.

KPK

I am the bird,
he is my nest.

KPK

There is a deadline to every forever,
There is a hesitation in every commitment,
There is a lie in every promise,
There is a fear followed by all of them...

KPK

There is a deadline to every forever,
There is a hesitation in every commitment,
There is a lie in every promise,
There is a fear followed by all of them...

KPK

You might have broken my heart,
But my soul will survive.
You might have broken my dreams,
But my goals will survive.

KPK

I don´t know who you are,
May be you know who i am,
Our journey of words goes on,
few here, few there
with no hopes, no cries
But today i sat in my corner
thinking who you are,
wondering how is your life,
wondering should i know you more,
wondering if i just enjoy what we have,
till i came to a halt
and i chose to not stall
I heard beauty is in unknown
And i never faced it
And I wana let my heart embrace it.

KPK

I did let go of my past,
my present & my future.
But my hands had sharp cuts and endless blood,
and I knew my precious hands were still
holding onto Manja of the time.
Letting go is the mere illusion
like seeing a kite flying away,
merely forgetting the existence of
Manja

KPK

She kept whispering
her heart is broken
into thousand pieces.
I kept reminding her
galaxy is made of
millions of broken pieces too.
Yet it is the most beautiful
sight i have ever seen.

KPK

My whispers call his name,
My heart beats to his name,
My eyes keep looking for his name,
and
I keep writing his name.

KPK

He is in my Words,
He is in my Silence

KPK

I know you do, i know you love me, trust me i do...
You love me enough to let me rot,
You love me enough to judge me,
You love me enough to let me drown in my darkness,
You love me enough to leave me while i take death´s
hand in mine,
But
Don´t worry love, i know you do,
i know you love me

KPK

She believed in his love to be saved,
till she drowned in that ocean of love,
She wished upon him like a star,
till she forgot how to even wish

KPK

Love is meant to be a
Home,
not
Hurricane

KPK

She is my wave,
I am her shore

KPK

You came along like a fresh breath of air, i breathed.
You fought for me like a fire, i burnt.
You treated me like dark and lonely nights, i cried.
You continue to leave like an old furniture, i stayed.

KPK

In the whirlpool of emotions
i am scared of all motions
I am going through my notions
and people keep advising like donations

I know what i want
I know i do rant
but i have fallen to the earth
with no appreciation for my birth

I wish it gets over
as there is no way to start all over
I wish i had a way out
for now i have nothing but doubts

They asked me to be hopeful
I said my glass is already full
They looked at me like Oh poor
I replied to them like Oh dear

They see the light in no dark
I see the dark in the dark
They say you will see sun
and i said for now i must run

I loved talking to him
because he loved listening to me
I would wait for his calls
he would always call
and then
I tried talking
but he started blaming
I showed my love
and he gave me anger
I waited for his calls
and he never called
we used to fight
and now
we don't even fight
times have changed
he has changed
and
I am learning to change

KPK

I wonder why
nothing seems to help
I wonder why
everything feels far
I wonder why
heart is crying deep down
I wonder why
tears are welling up in my eyes
I wonder and i wonder why
what happened to us
what happened to me
what happened to my smile
Because i am sitting here
with a little rain
but it is scary and my heart,
feels like it is shattered into pieces

My heart whispers in night
I did let you in
But it wasn't the way I wished

My heart whispers in night
I did let you be my friend
But it wasn't the way I wished

My heart whispers in night
And tears keep falling in night
And hopes keep fading away
And nothing but my whispers lay by my side

KPK

I was so drunk on you
I was in love with you
I drank on you
Every single day,
from morning till night

I was so drunk on you
I couldn't let you go
I couldn't set you free
I wanted to put a leash on you
but I was so drunk on you

I wanted more,
I tried drinking more
But you pushed me away
and i was so drunk on you

Today, i act sober
like it is all okay
like we are still in love
but it is intoxicating to me
and am so drunk on you

But now i am nothing but ruins
and i am angry with you
and i blame you
and i want to run away from you
but i am so DRUNK on you

KPK

You came like a spring
With a touch of soft, warm sun
With a soul of white light
and you took that step
and you moved closer
you entered my territory
You were strong
and i liked it
You  were persistent
and i loved it
You were the fire
i wanted to burn in
My shields were up high
and you chose to melt them down
I was cold and you were warm
You were like a surprise
You were the moon kissing me in my darkness
You were the blanket in my cold nights
You never stopped me
You never hold me
You chose to set me free
You let this bird take her flight
But today
I know you were the love,
The love i deserve
The love i kept searching for
But we will never say it
But we will never forget it
We loved
in our own secret little world

KPK

From burnt ASHES
she rose again
like a Phoenix,
she fought again
like a Warrior,
she act better
like a Learner,
she stood again
rain after rain...

I wish you could see how she kept tossing around whole night,
her heart kept waking her up with a glimmer of hope,
she waited for morning to come
till it came and her hopes were burnt to ASHES.

KPK

There will be times
when people will come
and bring you to heaven
Faster they come,
higher their flames of love are,
and faster they burn out.
Faster they burn,
higher will be the pain
and longer will be healing.
Demons were Angels once

KPK

Your eyes spoke louder than your words or silence.
They are so beautifully deep and talkative,
I wonder if anybody cared to look into them.
They have been weeping through the darkness
of the lonely night.
While you could barely breathe with the heavy heart,
holding yourself so tightly in fear of falling apart.
Deep down you wondered if someone would
ever care enough, deep down you desired for
someone else to hold you for once, deep down
you kept hoping that night will pass and
you will rise again like a warrior

-KPK