hello facebook friend,
girl who dated my first kiss
girl who strung him along
and later dated a good guy friend of mine
and he and i would laugh at your quirks
long after you two fell apart.

whenever i think of people who like having *** in rooms with mirrors on all the walls so they can watch themselves from every angle, i think of you.

whenever i think of wishy washy girls who string boys along because they're afraid of splitting up the codependence even though they don't have anything in common with him anymore, i think of you.

to you, on your wedding day.


may the odds be ever in your favor.

There was no kiss
so I kissed her
Passionately
The stuff I was saving for you
And to be honest,
It was probably better
than yours.
And also,
that's the way you spell
"probably"

Sure, I'm hung up on you
I hope your camping trip is wonderful
wonderfully plagued with thoughts of me
You know what you're missing---
Well, some.
It will feel so gratifying
when I see you next and
we interact as acquaintances.

You were letting me down easy
last night
over that drink
in that quick hour before i boarded
that train out of your life
Why didn't i see it?
You're much too nice
and you care too much
to just be honest with me
say that
you may not have found better
but you found enough to know
we could both do better.

If you say those things to me again
the supportive words of encouragement,
i'll walk away.
i don't want you to be my cheerleader
on the fringe of the court--
i want you playing this game with me
(i have enough cheerleaders already)
and though i love them all immensely,
none of them are like you.

Some days
I just zone out and
imagine ways of telling you
-in vivid detail-
all the ways and places
I've fantasized about you ******* me--
Then, you talk about your fiancée
And the fantasies get saved for

another day,

another lifetime.

Soft down pillows, white
caress my head as I watch you

watch



me
from the end of the bed
Over my bare legs, knees bent
I can't hold still
Your stare--that stare

In a fluid motion, your shirt is off
Those eyes--your eyes
I remember meeting your eyes
When I was young
Never having seen that stare before
Never having had this feeling before
And now we're here
And I touch your face
as you lean in to kiss me
soft and intense
I hold you close
and

time

slows

down----

I'm climbing into your eyes
I'm riding a carpet to the stars
I'm the queen of the galaxy
And our Earth is so

very





small





from
out
          here---> .