Use me.
Do it now. Quickly.

No, I don't love you.
I don't want to.

Hit me, hurt me.
Pick me apart piece by piece,

I need it.

Tear into me, I dare you.
I want to be left ******.

Stop the "gentle"
Stop the "care"

I want rough.
I want pain.

I need it.

Five tears have fallen for you, three times I’ve burned,
But the past is over now as far as I’m concerned.
You pushed me away, left me in a dismal trance
And through the day I blazed until sunset salvation,
When into the cool night I danced.

Just a few nights ago I had a dream,
Vivid and bright, like reality.
You grabbed my hand and held it firmly,
I pulled away, but you didn't let go.
When I woke I felt a burning that had melted my core
And I was utterly alone.
It was a simple gesture really,
But enough to remind me of that hollow place
Where you should be.