There's cracks in my bones
between my knees
through my back
around my arms
They wind around and around
growing deeper with every injury,
the constant wear and tear
on such a tiny body
There are cracks
in my brain
where memories meet
fantasies meet
hopes and dreams
There's cracks in my words
between I Love You
and You Are Perfect
there's cracks
where our bodies don't touch
even though we're so close
I can hear your heart beating
like a hammer on cloth

there's cracks in all the places
we can't reach, we can't leak in to
there's cracks
there's so many cracks

you fill them

no
I simply can not
explain to someone in a few sentences
who you are
what you mean
why I love you
because if I knew how
to write about you
I would forever
there would be words coming out along
with every breath I took!
Adjectives created to simply describe the color of your eyes
If there was ways to explain the way you look at me,
I would carve them in to the moon.
no!**
It just is NOT possible
to write about you,
I've tried
nothing does anything justice,
the words don't exist
the thoughts don't want to be on paper
they want to be kisses and tight hugs!
No reasoning, logical explanation of why
my body molds into yours like it's a seed in the ground
waiting to grow
I can't do it, don't you see?
There's fireworks in my mind
with colors we can't see!
How am I supposed to write about you?!