Kiana Gomez

Kiana Gomez May 2016

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I want Earth to swallow me whole
Right now
Right where I am
BUT
I'm so intrigued of what the future holds
but
really
want Earth to swallow me
whole

Kiana Gomez Apr 2016

The Power of a Second

It's incredibly crazy to
think that one second you're this
and then that the next
How incredibly crazy to think
there are so many possibilities out there to be
something one second
and something else the next
How you can be incredibly rich one second- incredibly poor in a blink of an eye
How you can be madly in love one second-
mad at each other the next
How you can be incredibly happy one second - incredibly sad the next
How you can be incredibly alive one second
and incredibly dead
the next

Kiana Gomez Mar 2016

In love with the thought of dying

because I know
when I die
it's almost always
automatic that the people
I will leave behind
will have the audacity
to compliment me
to tell the whole world
how much they loved me
how much they cared for me
how much they adored me
and
how much they regret not
telling me all these things
when I was still alive.

If you're reading this, it's too late

Kiana Gomez Mar 2016

"Don't **** yourself"

that's what they always say
without considering the pain
you feel everyday

and things that occur
that make everything blur
and the thoughts that screws
you

"don't **** yourself"
they say
but they don't do any
help

"don't **** yourself"
they say
but they don't even make time for you
to make sure you're still alive
and haven't
committed suicide

Kiana Gomez Mar 2016

This thing

it may leave for a while
you may forget it for a while
you may be
happy
satisfied
grateful
contented
but then it comes back
and then you'll realize
that it actually gets better
but not for too long
because
it
comes
back
when you least expect it
and
then
you
will
drown

Kiana Gomez Mar 2016

LIFE

Life is a game

and we are the players

the rules are simple -

whoever gives up loses

whoever opens their eyes wins.

game?

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