sunshine

sunshine Nov 2012

That night,
it plays in my head
like a broken record.

That night,
I see it all again
like it's happening again.

That night,
it's my nightmare.

R.I.P. Michael, haven't forgotten yet. Won't ever, I swear!

sunshine Nov 2012

Didn't think so.

I need you, but do you need me?
I want you, but do you truly want me?
I see you, but do you honestly see me?
I love you, but do you really love me?

I didn't think so.

sunshine Nov 2012

Allissa Nicole <3

Even though you're not gone.
                      I've already lost you.
Even though you're not here,
                      you're in my heart.
Even though I love you so,
                      my hatred grows.
Even though you're dying,
                       in my heart you're still,
                                        Alive,
                                        Striving,
                                        Living,
                                        Surviving,
                                        Thriving.

sunshine Nov 2012

Love?

I'm scared,
I'm afraid,
I'm confused,
I just don't know why.

It's weird,
It's strange,
It's odd,
No, I think that I'm just
*Afraid to fall in love.

sunshine Nov 2012

My dear,

You are far,
    But my dear,
       Think of me?

You are near,
    But my dear,
        Don't forget me?

You are gone,
    But my dear,
        You're still here.

sunshine Nov 2012

My future.

No one knows why,
Why I love you,
Listen to your lies,
What I see in your eyes.

Not one person understands,
Why I listen to you,
What that look means,
How I fell.

But I do,
When I look into your eyes,
       I see my future.
When I listen to your voice,
       I hear my future
When I feel your touch,
       I know your arms are where I belong.

For now,
and forever.

I love you, always have always will.. Never giving up.

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