Bass drum meets heartbeat


I embrace the energy


Everything is right

The number thirteen


Permanently burned into


Every memory

You were never mine


Your eyes only hid secrets


It's better this way

Quiet girl

You are stronger

Than your biting

Urge for pain


Reclusive girl,

Just because

you know where it is

Doesn't mean necessary indulgence


Mindless girl,

With your broken

Heart and smile

You can pull through


Self- destructive girl,

You can handle

This strong urge

For a razorblade kiss

Sometimes it's

Hard to tell

Where your

arms end and

where reality begins

The silence in the air
It's eerie and almost
smothering

There's many others
surrounding but
the silence remains
as profound as before

Even the sound of my
own breathing, my
source of life,

Gone.

I close my eyes
and everything
that used to be

Was really never there

There's something about

The depth in your eyes and it

Makes  me feel scared