You make my breath stop,
My heart quiver.
My hands shake,
My knees shiver.

I want us to spend time,
I don't want to be single.
My ovaries delight at the sound of your name,
You make my baby-making organs tingle.

I love you to the moon and back,
My love for you is true.
We could have a lot of fun,
You know I'd turn lesbian for you.

My heart's beating, but I'm not living.
I breathe, I feel. But I don't care.
I feel clogged, I feel unused...
Escaping is pointless, I am drowning.
I try to rise up, but I'm dragged down.
Giving up is not an option.
It never is. But, the darkness
Pulls me out of the light.
I run, my feet flying over puddles left
From the storm in my heart.
Images fly by, shredding my flesh
From the bone, and it rips my heart
Out and I feel pain
Blossoming through my chest as the
Red rose unfurl its petals and
Instantly fall off,
Leaving me numb and void.
You left me, I'm all alone right now
While you live in your world of white.
I hope you enjoy your serenity...
I feel tortured, I feel torn.
But these feelings cannot compare
To reality where loneliness hovers like
A dark, rainy cloud over me.
You have left me, that's all I know.
I shall join you when the time comes, but till then,
I miss you so.