Why do people play games with my mind, why do people say that they were trying to help when they aren't, why am I still trying? These are just some questions that run through my head and I can't seem to find an answer. I run in circles mentally like a nascar driver on the track and I'm already dizzy and board and just want if this track to go drive in the street.

Why is it everyone puts so much on my plate and expects me to be perfect but if I mess up one time I'm *******? I'm sick of being thrown between everyone and all the problems. I've been in the middle so much for sooooo long I'm getting major headaches.

What is happiness? Some believe it's eating a filing meal, others think it's that first morning bathroom break while I believe it's the woman I love, how I feel for her, and how everything is between us. We share a bond that's stronger than I've ever felt in a relationship.