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kattrinsart Feb 2018
Who am I?
What does it mean,
To be so far from hope,
Yet closer than it seems?

Looking up and looking down,
Thinking we are small.
But then we are made of energy,
It runs through us all.

We are all part of life
And death may be the end,
But then it circles round
And restarts over again.

Maybe not for us,
Maybe there's no restart,
But our energy lives on
And is cherished in new hearts.

They inherit our love,
They suffer our pain,
But see that's the best part,
We are all connected in this chain.

The pain may be bad,
But is translated through hope,
For a new chance.
This helps us to cope.

We can learn from each other,
Become stronger as one,
Working all together,
So that we are never alone.

The link that binds us,
Is very strong.
It allows us to have belief
And gives us a place to belong.

As a community speaks for us,
Speaks to our souls.
Humans can help each other,
Help achieve our goals.

Who am I?
What does it mean,
To be so far from hope,
Yet closer than it seems?
Wrote this after going to a 'Real' talk from what the speaker was saying.
kattrinsart Oct 2017
I may be different
but I am me
and that's the way
it should be
and it should be
the same for you
there's nothing you
should be confined to.
Ignore those trying
to tear you down,
who turn your smiles
into frowns.
Do whatever makes
you feel happy
this is how
you remain free.
kattrinsart Oct 2017
I wonder and wonder who I am
and who I'm supposed to be.
What job am I built for?
What label will fit me?

Was I made to work hard
and share my opinions out loud,
or was I meant to stay quiet
and blend into a crowd?

The truth is no one knows
and no one ever will.
The truth is no one should label you
cause dreams labels ****.
kattrinsart Oct 2017
I am not always me
as I have to pretend, to feel free.
I try to stand tall and strong
but nightmares haunt me all night long.
In the day I hold up my chin
but when no ones around I claw at my skin.
I like to embrace the strange and quirky
but in my head I feel you all judging me.
I guess I kinda live a lie
as I always seem happy but want to cry.
I can't tell anyone
cause they don't understand and that leaves me alone.
kattrinsart Sep 2017
It's true,
why couldn't I see?
I'm exactly what
He said I'd be.
I cannot cope,
I am weak
and like he said
I'm a freak.
I failed life,
I lost it all,
if I continue
I'm sure to fall.
I can't give up,
I must go on:
I couldn't if i tried
as I'm weak not strong.
Either way
I shall be dead,
a walking zombie
or encased in lead.
I am sinking
and cannot be found
and will be buried
within the ground.
Maybe then
I'll be of some use,
once I am cut
from the noose.
I bet He'd show
once I'm gone,
when at last
He can sing His song.
He will raise His hands
and shout with glee
that  is in a place
that no longer included me.
Again this is a poem from a little while ago that I've only just had the courage to share. All suicidal thoughts are now clear from my mind.
kattrinsart Sep 2017
Slit my throat
make me cry
stab my heart
and watch me die.
I'll bite my tongue
and hold my breath
lean towards you
as I welcome death.
Tie stands still
as you come for me.
I do not run
but just wait and see
for you to take my hand
and spread your wings,
an end to my pain
you will bring.
The kiss of death
I welcome thee
dark angel fly up
to rescue me.
You can drag me
to the pits of hell.
I don't belong in heaven
you know that too well.
You can remove
all this pain
and take me to a place
where I can no longer maim.
To those I ave hurt
I'm sorry for what I've done,
that's why I've decided to leave
to a place where I'll be alone.
This was a poem that I wrote awhile ago whilst I was going through a low point and only now do I feel able to share it. I am not trying to glorify death or anything of the sort it was just my feelings at the time. Hope that you like it.
kattrinsart Jul 2017
Nobody knows what’s in my heart
As I’m made up of so many parts
People ask if I’m all right
But I can’t tell them what keeps me up at night
People try to guess what’s making me cry
But I can’t control the tears that fall from my eyes
Sometimes I’m sad sometimes its rage
Sometime emotions escape from their cage
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