gone.
everyday you slowly fade away
you are out of my reach
I tried to hold on
but you cut the rope so now,
I'm falling, down I go
I have lost myself.
slowly breaking down as you break away.
seeing your hand slip away from mine, your lips touching hers and not mine, your heart and soul not connected to mine.
we were supposed to be together forever but it seems like your forever is only 6 months.

he kissed me.
I was frozen
I didn't know what to do
I loved the way his lips felt against mine as if we've kissed many times before
his lips were soft
the way he pulled me in gave me shivers down my spin
all I could think was
"I want to be with this kid for the rest of my life"
he's perfect in so many ways.
he's hurt me before.
he's lied to me, played me and didnt care for me.
i dont know why he wouldn't lie to me now and do what he did to me before.
when he kissed me it was like all those things he's done to me didn't happen.
every night I wonder if I was the only who that felt like this could be forever.

please come back
I want you
I want us
I want everything with you.
you are my everything
seeing you walking away shatters my heart.
I believe we are meant to be.
we go together so well.
I love you more than life itself.
please just come back and be mine again.
don't give up. please

you ruined me
you turned me into the person I never thought I would become.
I gave you my heart and soul
you gave me ******* and lies.
I fought for you,
it turned out that I was fighting for something that I've lost a long time ago.
I loved you with all I had.
you were my everything
and when you left there was
nothing.
I was trying to hold onto something that wasn't even there.
what was left was
the memories.
The memories of all the lies you've told me
all the "love" we've shared.
I was left feeling empty.

I dont know what to do
I just can't seem to let go
my mind is saying he's not coming back
but my heart is saying he will be back
I feel so empty
I'm so confused
I feel torn apart
ripped
broken
shattered to pieces
all I want is for everything back to the way it used to be
someone please save me.

I feel so shattered
it seems so real
I want just us. Im falling down and all you want is to catch her.
Im drowning in all my emotions that I can't breathe.
I'm falling
         falling
            falling
I love you so much that it hurts to see this.
I don't know what to do.
you tell me there's nothing to worry about but it's so easy to lie than tell the truth.
I love you but you're heart is with someone else.
forever broken.

you are all I want and more
but there's a part of me that is telling me to let go
sometimes the things we want aren't what we need and
the things we need aren't what we want
but **** I don't want to let go

some things are better left unsaid.


goodbye.

please just do all of us a favor and just go.
you say you want me but I'm not sure you do.
I'm not going to stand here and have you love her and "make love" with me. or is it just *** to you.
you say you love me but do you only love me now because she's taken at the moment?
how dare you.