he kissed me.
I was frozen
I didn't know what to do
I loved the way his lips felt against mine as if we've kissed many times before
his lips were soft
the way he pulled me in gave me shivers down my spin
all I could think was
"I want to be with this kid for the rest of my life"
he's perfect in so many ways.
he's hurt me before.
he's lied to me, played me and didnt care for me.
i dont know why he wouldn't lie to me now and do what he did to me before.
when he kissed me it was like all those things he's done to me didn't happen.
every night I wonder if I was the only who that felt like this could be forever.

you ruined me
you turned me into the person I never thought I would become.
I gave you my heart and soul
you gave me ******* and lies.
I fought for you,
it turned out that I was fighting for something that I've lost a long time ago.
I loved you with all I had.
you were my everything
and when you left there was
nothing.
I was trying to hold onto something that wasn't even there.
what was left was
the memories.
The memories of all the lies you've told me
all the "love" we've shared.
I was left feeling empty.