Tears of the sun fall
dropping scalding suffering in its wake
like ****** from airplanes
its scorches land and living beings.

Crying aloud screams echo
falling like shattered trees on ears dead
slain by men, children
killing--children
I cant...

These sounds I hear
I'm going blind from screams
that fill empty space and hearts
a woeful symphony
a dreadful degree of cacophonies
conducted by inhumanity.

This is what they do
a statement repeated time again
this is what we do
turning a blind eye
is killing too.

Once there was a girl
and boy
together.
One sat here
the other
there
only eyes touching
through silent air.

I met someone today
and thought to myself
---I like you----
I let the thought marinate
swimming lull-fully in my head
before it was flushed out
by life's constant going ons.

As I lay broken
battered
open
pouring out my woes
from enclosed
places left to air,
I wonder silently
dejected
from where did I happen
to meet you
falling blindly
into
your open arms
and wide eyes.

I want now to apologize.
this does not come easily
but know
from my heart to yours, I am bleeding out
love, nourish your own
and forgive me
for I did not know
the truth.

I thought--perhaps--
that
you and I could...
Your laughing...stop!
I'm serious.
Your eyes eat hungrily
the words from my mouth.

No--please--don't follow me

I want this to be a surprise
when I come out again
I'll be smiling,
and you

you wont be laughing.