What a harsh revelation,
what a feeling to abhor.
Slow and painful interment,
leading into utter discord.

Building anguish, silent torment,
look upon the one that's gone.
All that's taken, clawed away,
you were just another pawn.

Are you happy, are you sad?
Can you feel all that hate?
Sweet revenge as you stand,
beside the grave of this ingrate.

Fate played out the subtle game,
unknown who won in the end.
What does it matter anyway,
there's nothing left to contend.

As realization graces onto,
farewell what you once reserved.
It's time to breathe, to revel,
they've gotten what they deserved.

I know you better,
than you yourself.
I see your face,
and know your heart.
I can understand,
why you speak.
and I feel all,
that you feel,
but...


I see the difference,
in our feelings.
and I see the way,
you mistake my words.
I see your sadness
and feel regret,
because...
I know you better,
than you know yourself.


I see you realise
and look away.
I honestly wish,
you knew yourself,
but I know better.

Please push me if I linger,
and brush away my steps.
Leave nothing left for wonder,
burn all clutter kept.

Let no one hear the echo,
let voices move on too.
No trails left to follow,
sand away the old, like new.

Memories once protections,
emotions, lows and highs.
Reflections and connections,
disappear and turn to lies.

If I cry and plead regret,
don't listen to my fears.
I'll find comfort and forget,
and go on with my years.

Please remove my existence,
all presence never there.
When I attempt resistance,
be as if back is nowhere.

I can't say how much,
I want you, I need you.

You move me, hold me,
you make me, need you.

Now that, you have me,
own me, control me.

Will you, push me,
leave me,  betray me?

All that I want, crave, believe in,
all that you are, I love you.

All of the time, I pray that you'll love me,
that you will remain, the you that is mine.

I turn my head towards the sky,
draw inside my eyes delight.
Storm clouds fill my eager sights,
Its time to kiss the rain.

Caress the ground beneath my feet,
freezing my bear wet toes.
Its a feeling that's my own,
Its time to feel the rain.

One drop against my cold still cheek,
relaxing I let out a sigh.
Stress leaves as I start to cry,
Its time to let the rain.

Washed away by heavens tears,
my own are nothing when compared.
In this moment that we shared,
Its time to kiss the rain.

Just beneath the surface,
Waiting all the time..
Nerves and bottled problems,
Playing on the Line.

One step across the boundary,
It all just falls away.
No resolute, confidence,
No 'I'm OK' charade.

It spreads across my body,
Prickles under my skin..
It's inside, in my mind,
This demon.. I can't win.

My breathing becomes shallow,
I yearn to stop the tears.
It plays with every weakness,
It taunts, it glares, it leers.

This monster that's inside me,
Loves to come and play.
Beating me completely,
promising to stay.

So desperate for silence,
I try to ignore my curse..
My solitude will never last,
Each time it just gets worse.

I can't stand it any longer.
These nerves, this fear..
No one to help,
No one to hear.
I've got to get out of here..
Can you hear me?
   ...I'm drowning in my mind..

BANG went the thunder,
As I poured out my fears.
Down came the rain,
As I poured out my tears.

And man, did it hail,
When I poured out my heart.
Guess I’d held that back,
Right from the start.

I felt the sand storm,
On the empty desert plain,
And cringed when it hit me,
When I poured out my pain.

I shook as the wind howled,
When I lost all control.
But it was incredibly silent,
When I poured out my soul.

The storm of emotions,
Wilder each time.
Tears on my heart strings,
Invading what’s mine.

Then calm settles in,
I relax unrestrained.
To quiet, to peaceful…
Then the storm comes again.