Lay your pale body on my bedsheets of Chinese dawn
Let me explore your skin of sublime velvet
Cease the troubles of foregone
And I beg, never leave me alone

Take me into your arms
Make me melt like candle wax
Charm me with your charms
Expose me to no harms

I know my poems dont rhyme
But they do come from heart
Therefore, its no crime
To play with words from time to time

Horrible horrible horrible
You are horrible
And so am I.

Is my condition curable?
What apothecary of extra brilliant kindness
Has the magic remedy?

Can I get it from the chemist?
Does the wizard has it?
Or will he absorb in the forest-flavoured mist?

I can't think anymore
The night  is here
Morpheus is knocking on my door
I'll let him in my boudoir
And read him Charles Baudelaire

Did her lips ever gave birth to my name again
After when I kissed her?
It’s because of her im not sane
My heart still sings to her.

Another lips I kiss now
In other arms I find my solace
Another eye under sublime brow
Lights my day

But still, when sun shines in my soul
Vision of you I see
Your love to poetry and rock’n’roll
Strums my mind to this day.

O blond angel of blue eyes and Nabokov quotes
Where are you now?
I know on whose shoulder you cry
I know who is your sun
Your poems lie forgotten on my shelf, burned by the fire of my soul

I saw you and him in Queen St mall, O I wish it was my hand you were holding

I remember we walked down this street held hands you kissed me both at the same time I was so happy
I remember you, so ambitious shining on my sky
Your light never faded

Do you still play with rhymes at times?
Is your night still bright?
Does moon play you a tune?

Is every girl to whom I split my heart with be only your reflection?
Cold gaze,  brilliant mind, gentle gentle  gentle
Im lost in a maze

I still think of you so often

Every word I squeezed out of myself
in a schizophrenic frenzy
was dedicated to you
I only fear
because my past suspicions came true
Your worst nightmare
is now unmistakebly real,
touch it.

What thoughts I have of you tonight?
Yesterday night, tomorrow night?
Wednesday night, Friday night?
My thoughts are nothing but a fright

How cheap is my soul on flea-market of souvenirs?
Will get a broken penny, a shinny eye
Always more, never enough
A broken body, a bent heart?

A couple of hours away, a lie near
Number of minutes, word lies hidden
Doesnt matter, if far away of here
Hear me dear, while you are here?

Your jokes
Are dry as my mouth
When I have a joint
I dont like your house
Your mother is there, she doesnt like me.

You made me company before
But you got kicked out of the college
By a decan to whom you were a foe
You smoked marijuana, you got high and flew away

I miss you my friend,
You're a different person now
Guess that time came to an end
Never will we spred our wings again
I wish we could see the sky
with our red eyes
amen

All you people i love so much
I'm ready to rip my chest apart
You are indeed an interesting bunch
I did not deserve to have you in my life.

In only hurts when i tell
How insanely good you are
How much i want your life to turn out well
And you send me to insane asylum

I do not care for the rest,
But it does offend
When to you im nothing but a pest
Desposible waste

Words i want to speak no more
For the shallow sadness inside
With waves washes my woe
The sea of night
Moon shines so bright
Solace i seek tonight.