If you can do only one thing today

Just smile and tell someone hello

and that

God Loves them

I guess i didn't understand
when i said I loved you

that your words would become silent
your stare would look pass me
your touch would turn cold
and my heart would become broken

Is your image lost
Have you kicked yourself to the curb
Given up

Losing your morals
Putting trust in others
To guide you

A lost behavior
A lost soul

Wandering aimlessly
Down a dark path
To nowhere

Seeking pain
But wanting hope

Searching for nothing
But wanting love

Making silent wishes
For a new life

Silly you, Silly me
I love you and you love me

Silly games, Silly you
You played me, now I hate you

Mama told me when I was young
Come sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say.
And if you do this
It will help you some sunny day.
Take your time... Don't live too fast,
Troubles will come and they will pass.
Go find a woman and you'll find love,
And don't forget son,
There is someone up above.

And be a simple kind of man.
Be something you love and understand.
Baby, be a simple kind of man.
Oh won't you do this for me son,
If you can?

Forget your lust for the rich man's gold
All that you need is in your soul,
And you can do this if you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.


Boy, don't you worry.
You'll find yourself.
Follow your heart,
And nothing else.
You can do this,
If you try.
All that I want for you my son,
Is to be satisfied.

Simple things, Simple Sales
I really got lucky
I could of been nailed

I knew I was wrong
I knew they were right
I prayed everyday
and throughout the night

The day then came
when the decision was right
I hoped to believe
The outcome would be right

I'll chase the paper
It will keep me right
Things I'll never do
Even though I'm right

I'll pass the day
by doing what's right
always to remember
i don't have to fight

In the times of my life
with no words spoken

Sifting through my
thoughts and intuitions

Deep within myself speaking of nothing
where nothing holds my life hostage

Trying to shape my heart
from the memory of things

Questing for knowledge
to find my lost soul

is it my thoughts
that won't speak to me

is it it my physical life
that guides me

Flesh or mind
what make me sound

Can I find my life
Sitting in silence

“Snow White” was her name
And dope was her game

The ring leader of seven
Which none will go to heaven

A magic mirror she kept
With an apple beside her bed

A mirror for snorting
An apple for pleasure

The ring she led
Of people so sad

“Doc” the pill mill doctor
With “Grumpy” who’s sad

“Happy” full of ecstasy
With “Sleepy” so high

“Bashful” wanting forgiveness
With “Sneezey” wanting to die

With “*****” so happy
Because he’s high all the time

As the fronts not paid
“Snow White” was mad

Bit into the apple of pleasure
and
Over dosed instead

“Snow White” was her name
And dope was her game

The ring leader of seven
Which none will go to heaven

A magic mirror she kept
With an apple beside her bed

A mirror for snorting
An apple for pleasure

The ring she led
Of people so sad

“Doc” the pill mill doctor
With “Grumpy” who’s sad

“Happy” full of ecstasy
With “Sleepy” so high

“Bashful” wanting forgiveness
With “Sneezey” wanting to die

With “*****” so happy
Because he’s high all the time

As the fronts not paid
“Snow White” was mad

Bit into the apple of pleasure
and
Over dosed instead

someone please help me
looking like a ******* shame
i am just an imbecile
i  only live in drama

why can't i be sober
why do i drag this over

leaving every promise empty
i am just a worthless lier
i will only complacate you

trust in me i seek in you
i will find a center in you
i will chew you up and leave

trust me

i hide behind my own shadow
someone blow a ******* whistle stop me
beat some sense in me

why can't i start things over
why can't i sleep my life away
why can't i stay sober
why is life only misery
why can't i figure out this mystery

why does this have happen
i want what i want

From Nothing
To Hurt
So I Ran

From Drugs
To Hurt
So I Ran

From Work
To Money
So I Ran

From ***
To Love
So I Ran

From Happiness
To Friends
So I Ran

From Drugs
To Hurt
So I Ran

From Prison
To Adventure
So I Ran

From a Family
To Love
I will Stay

From Love
In My Heart
I will Stay

From Life
What I'v Learned
I will Stay

Do to GOD
My Life is Straight
I will Stay

Well someone told me yesterday
That when you throw your love away
You act as if you don't care
You look as if you're going somewhere

But I just can't convince myself
I couldn't live with no one else
And I can only play that part
And sit and nurse my broken heart

Now no one's knocked upon my door
For a thousand years or more
All made up and nowhere to go
Welcome to this one man show

Just take a seat they're always free
No surprise no mystery
In this theatre that I call my soul
I always play the starring role

Lonely, I'm so lonely
I feel so alone
I feel low
I feel so

So lonely

All i want out of life
is a sweet bitter end

nothing great
just the small things

a little love
some best friends
memorable times
to the end

nothing surreal
just very real

common ground
for what i find
and pleasurable

yet, still i find
something more

Sometimes we must listen
Before we talk

Sometimes we must talk
Before we listen

Sometimes we must walk
Before we come back

Sometimes we must learn
Before we walk

Sometimes we must hurt
Befor we cry

Sometimes we must put it away
Before we use

Sometimes we must love
Before we know feelings

Sometimes we must live
Before we die

Love
is what you bring me

Time
will never let me go

Words broken
cause's me pain

Pain
that is in me

Thoughts
of a life without you

Days
gone by without you

Sorrow
suspended time

Dreams
is when i see you

Hurt
is what i brought you

Sorry
is all i can say

Love
is a life i want with you

i'm so tired of thinking
yet so tired of forgetting

my mind wonders late at night
about what to do throughout the night

with quite and darkness, i drift away
into thoughts in my head and why i should stay

my body is motionless, dead to the world
yet my mind is awake thinking
about me in this world

i open my eyes to say whats next
drift back away to dream again

is it in my mind or is it in my head
could it be my challenges or
an old dream i once had

why can't my mind stop thinking instead
why do these thoughts keep going through my head

I know in my heart, thay I would find you one day

I was always lost, until you said hey

My eyes then opened, full of joy

I then saw my soul mate, with love inside

I hoped from that day, that you would be mine

Time has passed and my feelings never changed

I want you to know, that you will always be mine

You're the love of my life
the dearest to my heart
you're the one who makes me
i've loved you from the start

you make me complete
you make me whole
from that first day a saw you
you were part of my soul

the joy that you bring me
the joy that you hold
your love is everlasting
as we bind our souls

there's nothing i need
no more than you
i would travel the earth
just to find you

the love that you give me
is the life that we hold
i'll always remember this
as we grow old

SPONGE BOB
DIDN'T DO HIS JOB TODAY

SHE'S PREGNANT

There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.

There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.

There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who stand looking.

And it's whispered that soon, if we all call the tune,
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long,
And the forests will echo with laughter.

If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.

Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind?

And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.

And she's buying a stairway to heaven.

as i sit here and plot yout every move
i love you and you don't have a clue

i watch you daily
i love your smile

i love these feelings you bring me inside

i can only look, because i'm shy
you don't look back, which angers my eyes

i dream about you, as i look in your window
you go to the store and i open the door

when you go to lunch, i'm always watching
when you kiss another, i get mad as hell

you don't even know me, so why do i feel this way
your something i want, that i can't have

if i can't have you, no one else will

TO BE A LEADER
IS NOT TO
FOLLOW

TO BE STRONG
IS TO SHOW NO
WEAKNESS

THE EASY WAY OUT
IS TO NOT CARE

TO GIVE UP
IS ONLY TO LET DOWN

How does one know if their in a
State of Mind

is it when one focuses
is it when one is in a mood
is it when one tries hard
is it when one cry's
is it when one day dreams

when are we in a
State of Mind

it is when one drifts
within their conscience

can be any of the above
or is your
**perception