Treat a person,
as you want to be treated....

Respect a person,
as you want to be respected....

Love a person,
as you want to be loved....

If you want the truth,
speak the truth....

If you want honesty,
then always be honest....

If you care,
then show you care....

If you don't like someone,
tell them to their face.....

**** the games!!!!
**** the drama!!!!

Life is way to short,
to deal with *******....

Get what you want out of life....
**** fear, hit it head on.....

What can one say about life....

Hard times come and go, we find love and learn what Heart Ache is all about.....

These feeling we have constantly change,
Joy & Hurt...
Pain & Happiness...
Intelect & Confusion...
Comfort & Stress...

Yes they are hard feelings to control.
But there is one things that separates us all and only you control it.

That is one's Attitude,
only you set the mood when you wake,
your actions,
your thoughts, and the words you speak.

Embrace change, stay real,
be your own person
and understand the true meaning of

LOVE.

I think my mind is dying,
it's playing tricks on me again....

My shadow is shedding it's skin,
is it trying to step through me.....

I wallow in my own chaotic,
insecure delusions.....

I've been digging through my confusion,
to find out what I have been hiding.....

I want to feel the change consume me,
and start this life again....

Crimson sky's,
and moonless night...

Dreary days,
leave me in a daze...

Thoughtless moments,
I can never find....

Grander illusions,
fill my mind...

Like a penny on the floor,
most pick it up....

Wishing for something,
when they find it heads up.....

Yet a strager being hurt,
most will walk by....

Life and meaning,
what does it mean....

Like a turning river,
it has its reason...

Sometimes things,
are not meant to be changed..

But if thought out correctly,
change is healthy...

I have no where else to hide
Darkness fills my mind

Trying to crawl from this hate
Feeling only my own thoughts of hate

1000 Miles from nowhere

When will my time come
To rid this fear of hate

Looking for the answers as I wake
Walking in the moment of my own solitude

My mind sails through the changes
Of living a life which is only a dream

So I call to the only one I know
Who has never left during my time of life

What have I been afraid of
Why could'n I have built my life around you

As the pain of my life
Brings the hurt from within

I feel no happiness
From my sins from within

I life of misery
I brought to others

I now try to change
To help any others

Why do these feelings
Overwhelm me

I'm not that kind of person
I'm from a life of misery

But time changes all
I now live to help others

We learn from our mistakes
So learn to love another

Two meet...
Two fade away...
Memories past....

What was to be,
will soon be forgotten....

The past will die...
But he unknown will never be known...

Lies, fear, anger, hurt, pain and sadness?
Honesty, love, happiness, joy and fun?

One will never know the unknown....

Leaving the saying....
Life is strange

What does one say, who does not understand.
"Look at that loser"
"There out of control"
"Thank God that's not me"

What *******!
If you were never there, you will never care or understand.

Unless it happens to you or a loved one.
I now exactly what your thinking.
Never in my life time and I praise you if that happens.

But be real, look at today's society.
I know Layers that said it.
I know Judges that said it.
I know Politicians that said.
I know Doctor's that said.
I know Musician's that said it.
I know Actor's that said it.
The rich, the poor, your friend next door.
This is just to name a few.

Are you better then us, do you but yourself on a pedestal,
for demeaning an addict or do step up and learn about addiction.

These are not only good people but great people.
They try to fight their demon straight on, which is
the toughest battle that anyone can fight.

I can only say one last thing.
I wish the best for everyone and
hope that you never have to deal with this battle.

We are not bad people
We just have bad ways,
and that one day we will overcome our battle.

*God grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change.
The courage to change the things that I can.
And the wisdom to know the difference.

As the willow branches hang towards ground
As the dripping dew falls to the ground

As the morning mist settles upon the grass
The morning sunshine, will soon be the past

As our day begins, we now face life
Our life for the day, a life from the past

From a past of love
From a past of sorrow

Things behind us, as we think of tomorrow

Care for your loved ones, everyday
We can never predict the future
A loved one can always pass away

I say this with love, I don’t like sorrow
We can only live for our life
Our life of tomorrow

Bury me softly
In this womb

As I give
This part of me to you

Holding dead flowers
Within this tomb

Down in a hole
I don't know if I can be saved

Was I born to die
Could I have been ******

Out of control
I just want to fly

But my feelings are free
So let me be

Just let me die
So I can sleep

So I can be free

OVERCOME

Life or Death

Sometimes when we get wrapped up in writing.
We fall off into a fantasy world of our own.

Our poetry, our life, our emotions, our make believe world.
When you break away from this life what do you do.

Do you keep it in mind, thats up to you
This life of poetry what does it make you do.

Do you read it to everyone from your phone.
Do you always write when your alone.

Love, hurt, pain, life, that's what we know
We express our feelings to let everyone know

What happen to the past
Which was once a dream

What happen to the people
That were once my friends

What's wrong with life
Is it something I can fix

What are my thoughts
Of life with this pain

I try to hold it in
Yet explode inside

I sometimes wonder
I sometimes cry

These feelings in life
We will always face

Keep up the pace
We have no choice

Keep in touch
With your loved ones

There your real life
Of love and joy

Why do people keep the lid so tight.
Never loosening up their life.

Always  trying to impress.
Always trying to standout.

Never looking at the simple things in life.
Never clearing their thought just thinking of the next move.

People need to stop sometimes and smell the roses, liturally speaking, just relax.

Life is to short to sweat the small things.
The big things deal with them as you must.

But by all means, be your own person and dream.

When you dream dreams big and you should never fail.

How can one be content,
if they know no different....

How can life change,
if your not willing to change....

How can one be real,
if they don't know how to feel...

Life throws many curves at one.....
The thing is can you adapt....

To hope is to believe....
To fear is to fail....

To love,
To hate,
To life and faith...

To God above,
to the ones we love...

**** will always happen...
The thing is......

How will you handle it.......

And we say
    What we have done
           Who we once were....

And we say
   What will we do
          Who we will become....

And we say
    Why is life so hard
           Who have I become....

And we say
    Life is so confusing
          Who am I......

I walk that fine line,
that nobody knows......

I chase the visions,
that fill my mind.......

I **** the big lies,
that one tells me.....

They stare me down,
looking like a clown......

They don't know me,
and talk down to me.......

It makes me wonder,
how their life goes......

Reminding myself,
why should I care......

Losing yesterday,
finding today,
reaching my future.....

Take time in life,
to find that dream......

Find that spark,
that starts the fire.....

Keep the company,
of those who inspire you.....

Real friends in life,
will always be there....

Most importantly,
learn the real meaning of Love........

If it was my last days on earth,
would I want to cry, scream or love........

If I was to cry,
what should be my reason why?

If I was to scream,
what would it do for me?

If I was to love,
who could I love?

If I was lost a sea,
who would I first want to see?

Why must one's eyes hold hate?
Why must one's ears hold fear?
Why must one's mouth speak doubt?

For the one that think of a life that they want......

But only says, I could, I would, I should,
yet does nothing about it................

Life is a gift,
the way you unwrap it and treat it........

IS EVERYTHING

When paddling down the stream of life
Things for the most part are beautiful

Yes we do see some strange things
Things that we've never seen before

As we continue our journey
Through this stream of time

Some parts of this journey is very kind
You will deffently hit the rapids
Where your heart starts to pound

But there not forever
As you begin to calm down

There will be rocks in the way
That will make your trip hard
But there easily overcomed
And your journey will go on

This steam we go down
Has many obstacles

Some very easy, some very hard

Keep this in mind
And your life goes on

To the heart,
that sometimes aches so.....

To the girl,
that caused the heart ache....

To the hurt,
that we learn to deal with...

I thank her,
for the love she gave me....

To the disappointment,
from things we couldn't work out...

To the people who stare,
who did not understand us...

To the haters,
who achieved their goal....

To the stake,
that was driven between us...

I thank them,
for ******* up my life....

To the girl,
who I will always remember...

To the good times,
which we had were many....

To the times,
she went out of her way for me...

To the times,
I could be there for her...

Are the times,
that will be hard to forget...

When I was a child
Life was simple

As my life went on
I kept to my own

I had to figure things out
To smooth out my life

Why can't my life
Stay that way

These ups and downs
Are there for a reason

I keep them around
So my life should be fine

Can life be correlated or even orchestrated.

Can we organize our life by convenience
Can we direct our every move

Life wasn't made to be simple  and it wasn't made to be controlled.

I will correlate by my passion and orchestrate to my goals.

My life is now somewhat simple
and my ways have now somewhat changed.

I deal with things in a different way
I now live day by day.

Can life be corelated or even orchestrated.

Can we organize our life by convenience
Can we direct our every move

Life wasn't made to be simple  and it wasn't made to be controlled.

I will corelate by my passion and orchestrate to my goals.

My life is now somewhat now simple
and my ways have now somewhat changed.

I deal with things in a different wat
I now live day by day.

The things people say....
The things people do....

Can somtimes make,
a fool out of you....

The way people act....
The games they play...

Will only let them,
lead your way......

To the lies they tell.....
To the drama they live...

Has no reason,
for them to give.....

To the things they will take..
For they will never give....

To their selfish acts,
is no way to live....

To the burdens in life..
To sickness and health..

Grant me this wish,
of only love and wealth...

Life's limitation,
are only held by one's self...

Hopeless thoughts,
is where it starts.....

Life's emotions,
starts the notion...

Of a life,
we can't have...

Stress and burdens,
responsability and hurting....

Fear of not having,
is a wrong thought...

Drive and devotion,
is the right potion...

So hold your light,
into the night...

With love in your heart,
and control of your mind....

Work out life's problems,
and life will be fine...

You always make me feel so weak
When you say my name

When I close my eyes
It sounds so sweet
To hear your voice

The way you talk to me
Make me feel like I'm in heaven

When I see your face
I see lips of an a angel

As a walk down this path of death. My mind cannot comprehend the sights. It's not the blood, the guts spilled, the head cracked open, the beaten bodies, the decapated bodies or the disease striken.
Well actually I'm lying I hate blood, but that's besides the point.

It was a life, a life that once had hope, a future, a life to share, caring, loving, and giving person. It was a life.

That hurts me a lot,  but the toughest part for me is the pain and suffering of that person and their family went through. The chaios it brings into lives.

Don't ever think it can't happen to you or somebody you may know, because it can.

We can never prepare for things like this, but life is not all roses.

Know that where in the 21 centry and were in this fast pace life, don't take life for granted. Enjoy everyday, tell your friends and family everyday that you love them.

I'm not trying to upset anyone, all I'm trying to say is live everday like it's your last.

Today not tomorrow
Thoughts without sorrow

Believing in sin
From your feelings within

A life without grieving
A time for believing

In times of sickness
For sake your health

In times of happiness
You fulfill your heart

With all of your love
Your life is complete

You see your visions
Of your life to be

You keep your life simple
Simple in ways

You live your life
By following his ways

Living my life, in mysterious ways

A way of life, living strange ways

Always looking, for numerous ways

Being mischievous, from my bad ways

Never in one place, living these ways

Always hiding, from my past ways

Never knowing, life's great ways

Living in limbo, is my ways

Trying to find, a life that stays

With blood on my hands
And my feet already stained

A life of the unusual
Was the life for me

To many deaths
From the games we played

Not my intentions
It wasn't my ways

I told them no
All the time

We did it anyway
The thrills they wanted

I was never sure
Of these reckless games

But it brought so much adrenalin
From living these ways

Always on the edge
This life we had

For some unknown reason
We were never sad

It was our life of adventures
The adventures we had

Lonely people lonely lives
Lonely people often cry

Lonely people lonely lives
Lonely people lead a lonely life

Lonely people lonely lives
Lonely people die a lonely life

Lonely hearts that bleed through the night
that fight their battles all alone
no one to cry to, no place to call home

Their gift is only travesty and rage  
with repeating in their head
thinking they may be better off dead

Lost souls drifting in a foggy night
with eye's only filled with darkness
and a mind that only knows

That they want someone too

as I sleep my days away
for the passion of the night

standing on the corner at midnight
trying to get my courage up

in the streets again
of the lonely nights

with losers and hustlers
were nothing is right

one old lady
looked sweet that night

with an ankle bracelet
that said, don’t be lonely tonight

as she winked at me
and drifted into the night

as my life has always been
lonely days and lonely nights

This lonely girl in the push up bra
Her blood stains on the bathroom walls

If you look at her and grab her eye
She plays for keeps, yet she is meek

Close your eye’s when you kiss her
She’ll scar you with her sarcastic gleam  

She’ll lick your heart just to be tasten
She’ll take your money that’s her taken

She softly says goodbye, I’ll see you later
The shock waves she gave, keeps you shaken

This girl you used is a professional bleeder
She hurts from within and is always faking

I’ve been traveling down this road
Looking for hope and no place to find it

I have the afternoon scope
Still looking for hope
And I think I can find it

With no place to go
With no signs of hope
I won’t give up trying

I have the night time blues
I can’t find any help
To find this 12 o’clock hope
But I’ll just keep trying

I got a few clues
To find this thing of hope
Without even trying

It was right in my face all the time
But I thought I had to buy it