Never never land, a place not to go
A place where sin lives, a place of misery

Dark and cold in nature, while sweating with heat.
Lives that go nowhere, where nothing's complete.

Never never land, how can this be.
It's everywhere, it's very close to you and me.

Close your eyes, and think those thoughts.
Those thoughts that cause pain with a life of doubt.

As I stare into the distance
Another day has past
Thinking has anything changed

We wake
We eat
We work
We play
We sleep

There has to be more to life then that!

Many miles away

Can you change
Plain and simple

69 strong force
Feel me
Pleasure me

Tough life, what's right
Greedy *****, you lie and cheat
I feel something

69 strong force
Don't stop
Please me

So the end is near
Have to stop this *******
******* shame

Fret love
Fret hurt
Fret us
So we go in circles

Any ******* day
I'll sink or swim
Followed by a tital wave

I sure could use a vacation
From this sinking ship

Let us swim
Different directions

From the time I was 10,
I was taught to be a man....

I was told never take life for granted,
and to remember the 10 commandments....

I was told playing was for children,
yet this left me bewildered.....

I was told I needed a wife,
in order to have a great life....

I was told I needed children,
to fulfill my stability.....

I was told never to cry,
and to never act shy....

I was told to be a man,
I had to make a stand...

Work was what I was taught,
for a life that I sought....

Where is my wife...
Where are my children...

Never had either or...
But what a great life...

Did my time past....
Was my life that fast....

There will come a time in life
When you must speak up

It won't feel comfortable
But it must done

Who am I to say
Well just tell me I'm wrong

Is this bold
If you think so

Do I care
I think not

Do I wish you the best
Of course I do

Do we hide our feelings in words
Of course we do

Do we express our thoughts in words
Of course we do

Do we have fun writing
Of course we do

Do we make **** up
Of course we do

Do we think of others when we write
Sometimes

Breathe....
Sleep.....
Relax...

Don't let the pressures in life hold you back.....

So easy to say.....
So hard to do....

We learn and learn,
only to learn again....

From our responsibility
to our family....

To love and passion....
To resentment and spite...

To dreamers and believers..
To failure and doubt...

From success in life....
From the times of right...

To the lies one tells.....
To the truths we hide...

This life we live,
is the life we have...

From the pressures in life
can make it a living hell....

How many times a day do people  love
How many times a day do people  hate

How many times a day do people smile
How many times a day do people hurt

How many times a day do people laugh
How many times a day do people cry

How many times a day do people help
How many times a day do people rage

How many times a day do people smile
How many times a day do people hurt

How many times a day do people give
How many times a day do people take

How many times a day do people live
How many times a day do people die

**Love
         Hate
                   Smile
                             Hurt
                                      Laugh
                                                   Cry
                                                            Help
                                                                       Rage
                                                                                  Give
                                                                                            Take
                                                                                                      Live
                                                                                                                Die

Feeling a life of self driven pain
Pushing myself to the life's edge

Feeling like a loser is only getting older
My soul that I lost, I must try to find

Holding on to my last bit of hope
I  sometimes feel myself getting closer

Only to know many years have gone by
So many mile separate me from my life

My life keeps rolling through the pain
I hear that life is somewhat overrated

But I will always try to find that life
The life that I will not know until I find it

Waiting, watching the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech

As he opens the door, she rolls over
Pretends to sleep as he looks her over

She lies and says she's in love with him
She dreams in color, she dreams in red

Talking to herself, there's no one else who needs to know
Memories back when she was bold and strong

And waiting for the world to come along
Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone

She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man...
She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man...
Can't find a better man
Can't find a better man
Yeah...

She loved him, yeah... she don't want to leave this way
She feeds him, yeah... that's why she'll be back again

She can't find a better man

I am looking for more love from above
So please send me an angel right now

Can life be correlated or even orchestrated.

Can we organize our life by convenience
Can we direct our every move

Life wasn't made to be simple  and it wasn't made to be controlled.

I will correlate by my passion and orchestrate to my goals.

My life is now somewhat simple
and my ways have now somewhat changed.

I deal with things in a different way
I now live day by day.

As the hours,
turn to days....

And the days
turn to weeks....

The love we once held,
is hard to keep...

It will always be there,
just stored away....

She did what she did,
just for her kids....

Now we're trapped in time,
which holds the answers...

Feeling empty inside,
from the real love we shared...

Nobody knows why two,
fall in love....

Only the two in love,
know they followed their heart...

She is black and beautiful,
let's not forget smart....

He is white older and caring,
and they fell in love from the start...

The two are linked in,
which no one can understand....

She says it's fate....
He says serpindipity...

Whatever the reason,
the two fell in love...

There's plenty of haters,
that pushed them apart...

The ones that know them,
can see their love...

I'll always be there for her,
because it's her time....

I'll hold on to these times,
and one day she'll be mine...

Son's of God's...
Loaded guns....

Unstable minds....
Nothing kind...

Freaks of nature....
Bad behavior....

Earth quakes and tidal waves...
Change the play...

Death and destruction.....
Many graves....

Liberal news....
Washes the mind...

Lies and deception...
From hollow minds...

War and bloodshed....
All for religion....

For a piece of land...
The holy ground....

To the devil....
Who sits and watches..

Laughing at life....
As death tolls tally....

Will it stop....
Will it end...

When the moon turns red....
You'll know it's the end...

Life's not a fairy tale.

There's no one skipping around picking daisy's.

It's about making a paycheck and keeping a gun out your mouth.

Literally speaking.

LIFE FOR SOME
IS SOMETHING FOR MAKING EXCUSES

LIFE FOR SOME
IS SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T MATTER

LIFE FOR SOME
IS SOMETHING WE TAKE FOR GRANTED

LIFE FOR SOME
IS SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE HATE

LIFE FOR SOME
IS SOMETHING THAT PEOPLE WANT

LIFE FOR SOME
IS SOMETHING THAT WE LOVE

N                    ???????        NOWHERE      LIVING
O                        ?              O                        O
T                         ?              PERFECT          V
H                        ?              LATELY            ENJOY
I                          ?              A                        H
N                        ?              C                        A
GOING             ?               E                        T
INLIFE         ???????          !                        EXISTING

If it was my last days on earth,
would I want to cry, scream or love........

If I was to cry,
what should be my reason why?

If I was to scream,
what would it do for me?

If I was to love,
who could I love?

If I was lost a sea,
who would I first want to see?

Why must one's eyes hold hate?
Why must one's ears hold fear?
Why must one's mouth speak doubt?

For the one that think of a life that they want......

But only says, I could, I would, I should,
yet does nothing about it................

Life is a gift,
the way you unwrap it and treat it........

IS EVERYTHING

**** these dysfunctional thoughts
that takes my thoughts away

i can only get mad at myself
why do delusions consume me

i know all the pieces should fit
but i can only point the finger at one

i need to rediscover my computations
or at least know the dangers of my path

trailing dreams from my days gone past
haunt me and live happily in my mind

**** this roll of film stuck in my head
if i could put a big magnet on my head
to erase my past i most diffidently would

it's burning a hole in me
this life of delusions

a life of only breathing

How does one project their life....
Is it to be the one to always do right...

From our times of our sins...
To the times of forgiveness...

From our faith in God...
To learning about love...

This journey in life,
is to believe in your dream....

To the visions of what you want,
to get the things one needs.....

Weather it's a car,
a wife, a vacation from life.....

The same holds true for the poor,
that could be next to you....

The dream they hold,
will problem be simple....

Like a warm place to stay,
to pay the bills,
to something good to eat....

Visions and dreams...
Living you life....

The difference is,
One holds feels of love...
The other holds feelings of doubt...

i see prayers come from nothing
i see food come from steel
i see life that is abundent
can these miricles be real

do you have to see a ******* walk
or a blind man to see

jesus christ was a man
he just like you and me

why is it so hard
for people to believe in god
when he's all about good and love

yet they believe in satin
because it's easy to pass blame

is this a way to live
or are we just to lazy

miricles come everyday
if you would only listen

Just as quite as a pin drop
You can hear my heart beat
As you near me.

My mouth gets very dry
As I try to speak to you

But it's dusted with love
And it's full of heat.

Heated with passion
From your beauty

With beauty of love
With love and kindness

Your sensuous eyes
Your sensuous lips
Your sensuous ways
Is what drives me crazy

My love for you is so extreme
I would give up my life
To fulfill my dreams

If I was to have a dream,
I would dream only of you....

If I was to have only one wish,
my wish would to be with you....

If I was to write a book,
it would only be about you....

If I was to paint a picture,
I would paint a life with you..

Gray days
Night skies
Lonely feelings
Never die
Empty shoes
Wonder why

Unlit sun
Moonless skies
Empty heart
Only solitude
Heavy hand
Thoughtless moments

Rainy days
Foggy nights
Summer sweat
Nothings right
Dispair thoughts
Crushing sights

Pouring rain
Endless nights
Closing eyes
Crushing freight
Spilled blood
Nothing new

Love and hate
Get it wrong
She'll cut me down to size

I sleep the day
To let it fade

Who is there
To take her place

No one knows
Never will

Mostly me
But mostly you

There's no blame
Only shame

When you beg
You just complain

The more I come
The more I try

Paranoid inside
So's the future