when i sit here and think about our life
the times we had were so much fun

the times we laughed
the times we cried

things always change as we get older

the lines in our face
our gray colored hair

but the love you bring me
will always be there

this life we have
with our children that grow

will take our place in life
to carry our name

a reflection of us
with our loving ways

The covenant of our father's
The antiquities from our past
The scrolls with words of wisdom
The lighting in our past

Buried in ancient times
Myths from the past
Artifacts under water
History is our past

Demeaned never to be found
In a world that is still unknown
With their own dreams and delusions
They destroy them in these days

What was once made for a reason
Was meant to stay sacred
What is now stored and old
Will send them to their grave

It is time, Lord
From the dry dust
Out of these chains
From the Devil's house

It is time, Lord
To take me
From the dry dust
Break me
From these chains
Bring me
From the Devil's house

Take me out of darkness
Walk me out of blindness
Lift me out of sadness
Save me from my ******-ness

Please, Lord
It is time, Lord

Everyone has

Pet peeves
Boundaries
Habits
Clicks
Ticks
and
Phobias

We all have our ways

As I go through life I have met many people who say they are my friend....
What is a real friend, how does one describe themselves as a friend....

The proof is in one's actions,
what they say,
what they do
and what they feel...

Anyone can say that they are your friend,
But the proof is in the pudding as we say......

Me, I will do anything for a real friend, anything in my control......

If they are excited about something I am there...
If they have bad news I am there....
If they need something I am there...
If they are hurting I am there....

Friends do what they say....
Friends call you just to say hello...
Friends check on you.....
Friends party with you.....
Friends have nothing but love for each other....

Anything else is only a acquaintance.....

As the cars lights,
shine into my eyes...

I think of my life,
that I must try to hide..

Of a girl's thoughts,
full of hate and control...

My mind keeps moving,
to find my joy...

A desirable direction,
for love and contentment..

Once was found,
now seems like a dream...

And now I'm lost,
and filled with misery...

So what is the key...
So what is the pain...

Does even God know...
The master plan...

Is it a time for forgivness,
In this cold world so sad...

****,
I'll just take a drink..

In this no mans land...

horror!
specified from a thought
of a meaningless life

pain in darkness
fighting every step

****** now the only passage
as it looms over you with frighting sights

why does this follow me over
deeply planted from something in my mind

trust in me, I hope is well
as I trust my self

things of non belief
I run but just can't move

feeling like I am frozen in time
with these feelings following me

locked up in myself
feeling nothing but agony and tragedy

a walk away and try to let it go
as I walk away closing my eyes

Blinded by my emotions
I feel angry, I feel helpless
So in love with you

Together we try to find unity
These feelings between you and me

Reliance is all we have
Together we will learn
A life for you and me

We may do things wrong
Don't feel angry or helpless
This life is for you and me

Together we are Strong
We have mercy, life eternally

But in the end, it's about love
The love for you and me

Black bird
Sunken word

White teeth
Gleaming reach

Frost bite
What a site

Dog terd
Something heard

Long hair
So beware

Soft life
Nothings right

Full moon
Many crimes

No sun
Hiding some

Earthquake
Many shake

Hurricane
Strong winds

Killings
Sorrow

Death
Beware

War
Forgiven

Love
Hate

Pe­ace
Anger

Right
Wrong

No tomorrow
Just today

Pain
Heart

What's
Great

Fantasy
Illusions

Milk
Honey

B­read
Butter

Is this
A mistake

So lets say i was heaven sent
Plus potion. And experience

Plus a luck and loading instrument
The circumference circumvents

Like lost treasure monuments
Just because Bevan wrote a sentence

But since I spent the last night dense
In a dent and door dipped In fence

The a is compressed and condensed
Considered the presents in PAst tense

I am so unique and mistique icons
And Zero one deep triple THReat bigon

The titans and the mOGULs atom ions
The confusion television light neon

I complain he'll jacket burnt on
Gabriel Raphael Micheal with corn

I adorn and amend  the truth pon
Like chess the rook took knight con

Now celebrate the acorn and the nut chasing a horn and who be born

Then the antitrust antichriST worn
The widdow. Wife mislife scorn

Go complain about a woman 's scorn
Deserving the world sounds and alarm

Let's not bother an earth worm
The Bermuda triangle bahevean arm...
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When she kissed me
It should of never happened

I tell her no
Yet she then touches me

I tell her, your my friend's wife
But she doesn't care

She stands and looks at me
With a passionate stare

She takes my hand
And drags me in the room

Her minds made up
She knows what she's doing

I tell her no
Yet she strips to the bare

She says I want you
and you better beware

She treats me like a toy
With her controlling ways

But she does not realize
It's my manipulating ways

As you split my brain with your lies
The other half lyes crazy for you

My thoughts bounce back and forth
One day I love the next day a don't

These feelings you bring me, I try to hide
These feeling of love I hold inside

The pain you bring me
I take it out on you in bed

The things that we say
Are the reasons I stay

I will stick by you as long as I can
But you must change your mysterious ways

darkened eye's from when i cry...
--
pain and hurt that makes me sigh...
--
broke emotions oh wo is me...
--
delusional thoughts lives in me..
--
my crocked life can i let it be...
--
i always thinking of whats to be...
--
this hole i have how could it be...
--
my mind can't think from day to day...
--
i often wonder am i dead...
--
only reminded from my head...
--
these painful feelings that i hold...
--
this crippled life as i grow old...

Never try to read a person,
It will only confuse one.....

You can not control a persons thoughts,
so don't try to make something that's not...

We sometimes think people change,
but we usually don't see everything...

Most people make something out of nothing,
then regret it.....

Relax,
take a chill pill and let life play out.....

The more you say,
the more you put yourself in a corner....

The less you say,
the more regret you may have....

Stay true the life's rules,
Trust...
Truth...
Honesty...
Love....

And faith in God!!!

As I lye awake in bed
Thinking of a girl I had

If I could do it over
It would something to be had

Don't ever think
You could do something better

It may may be different
But it's not the one you had

Learn from your mistakes
Yes we all go through heart aches

Yes everyone's different
But our one is the worse

Think a out what you want
****, I don't want to be alone

I want someone to love
I want to have a home

A home is not being alone
That's so boring

A home is filled with love
and that's what I want

A single tear drop
In your eye

Never thinking or
Wondering why

Is it trust
Is it a must

Never knowing
That it was trust

You let me know
In different ways

You give me signs
To make me trust

The more we trust
The more we cry

Tears of happiness
In our eyes

Antipathy towards a person
Makes you a biggot

Do people know what this means
It is such a nasty way to live

If you ever meet this type of person
Just turn away

Thinking back in time,
full of truth and full of lies.

Some come with happiness
and some come in decline.

There comes a time in life,
where we cannot hide.

The feelings of love,
trying to hold them inside.

With a *** full of emotions,
we never know what shines.

Some time feeling out of time
While feeling out of line

I feel the wind pass by
It could all be over in the twinkle of an eye

I might get besides myself and over this ride.

All sorts of emotions to hide,
I'm gonna lose my mind in time.


The truth is in the light
Who was wrong or right

Afraid to look behind you
I don't care who you talking to

Apologize for the wrong you done
The war and battle I won

Like I am the chosen one
I did it for Fame and fun

If I  could only get into your head
Not to control it, but to venture
What would I find, what would I see

Would I have to push away the cob webs
Would their be many unanswered questions
Would it be a safe journey

Would I find love or hate
Would I find pain or joy
Would I find hurt or happiness

How does one's mine actually turn
Does one push to the future or dwell in the past
Does one have an intelligent mind or is one labeled

The are two main types of personalities
Extroverts who are outspoken,
Introverts who are not.

Each has their pro's and con's
What's inside of your head

So you think you have power and
an overwhelming force

Does that make you better
better then me

You may have money
But what is your life

Is it your controlling features
That make up your life

You make yourself rich
From taking from the poor

Does it make you happy
Ever time you score

Life will catch up
From your controlling ways

You will end up poor
In a life of hate

one who says they will never know everything
who has an expanding mind

that looks for knowledge
and knows the true meanig of listening

holds the first key
the last key to life is

strive not to be a successs
but rather to be of value

Passion within me
Passion descrete
Passion so mildly
Passionate meek
Passionate willing
Passionate me
Passion me lightly
Make love to me