Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I will fear no evil, for you are with me
Your rod and your staff, they comfort me

I honestly grow insecure as I get older
Because even when you hot there comes a day when you get colder

Comes a day when you slower, time is taking its toll
45 on the back of the jersey upon your soul

I'm scared of letting go, I don't know what the future holds
My nightmares are having nightmares
I'm quite scared of what's right and fair

How I fear an eternity
Will I hear well done when he turn to me?

Will I hear you care too much about
All this stuff that really don't matter?

You chase the wind and you don't want it
Got to the top of a 2 foot ladder

What's after I can capture all this mess my heart was after?
Will I end up empty-handed when I stand before my master?
Did I master the mathematics of a passive disaster?

Add in my selfish ambition
All the while, subtracting what matters
I don't know

At late nights, I can't sleep
Will I fall? Will I peep?

Through the curtains, all I see, fingers pointed at me
And they watching, and they watching
And I'm wondering what they thinking and thinking bout'
At late nights, I can't sleep
Counting cash, counting sheep

In high school, we tried to act all tough
I remember a couple times, I couldn't back that up
Like when I ran from them vetoes, scuffing up my sapatos
Scared of losing my high, I was so embarrassed inside
If I could go back in time, I would stand and say something like

I ain't never scared, never scared, never scared
I'm lying, I'm scared of these thoughts in my head
I'm scared of possibly pushing people right over the ledge
When I say I pledge allegiance to the struggle

Then, I turn around and buckle
Under stress and under pressure

Bible on my dresser that can teach my pain a lesson
But I rather not address it
Address that's in depression

I'm scared if I confess it
That you gonna' look at me like I'm something less
And I'm such a mess

And it just so happen, I'm wrestling with my status
I'm trying to see me like He do, not focusing on this madness

They count on me, count me out on a count of they fear and doubts
Keep account of my wrongs, trying to keep me inside they house

Some just keep me around, I wonder what that's about
Yeah! They wanna be politically correct, I suppose
But I'm comfortable in my skin

While they just pretending they clothes
I'm scared of falling and failing
In front of all of my foes

And I feel some friends are unfaithful
So, I keep my small circle closed
I don't want no handouts or favors, no functional saviors
I'm a tell that truth till it **** me

I'm chilling with my Creator
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus to all of my haters
For the ones that think I forgot him
And the ones who won't let me say
I ain't scared no mo'

Everybody always
have  has something to say rather you like it or not
But, don't take it to heart

If I talk with the tongues of men and even of angels, but if I do not love people, then I am only like the sound of a big horn or a loud bell.

If I speak words from God, if I can understand all secrets, and know everything, if I can move mountains by believing, but if I do not love people, I am nothing, even though I can do all of these things.

If I give away all I have, and if I give my body to be burned, but if I do not love people, I get nothing out of it.

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous. Love is not proud and does not boast.

Love does not do things that are not nice. Love does not just think of itself.

Love does not get angry. Love holds no wrong feelings in the heart.

Love is not glad when people do wrong things. But it is always glad when they do right.

Love forgives everything. Love is always trusting, and always hoping, and never gives up.

Love never ends. The gift of speaking words from God will end. The gift of speaking in different tongues or languages will stop. The gift of knowing many things will end.

Now we know only a little, and we can speak only a little of God's words.
But when everything becomes perfect, that part will come to an end.

When I was a child, I talked like a child. I understood like a child. I thought like a child. But when I became a man, I stopped doing things like a child.

Now it is like looking in a looking-glass which does not make things clear.

We cannot see and understand things plainly. But when things become perfect, then we shall fully know and understand everything, just as God knows.

These three things will remain for ever. They are faith, hope, and love. And love is the greatest of them.

Can’t this be a fantasy
Caught in a landslide
Why can’t I escape reality

You’ve took my feelings inside
And turned them upside down
As I thought of my life without you

Remember the past
It went so fast
Is this because I loved you

The times I made you cry
Hurt me deep down inside
But do I don’t want to be without you

If I can’t keep you by my side
I can't live my life without you
Your the only thing that matters to me

Didn't mean to make you cry
As i look up to the skies to see
Sending shivers down my spine
My body's aching all the time

I hope it's not to late
To put this past behind

If I pull this trigger I’ll be dead
So love me or just leave me to dead
With these feelings inside

Why do you do this to me
Anyone can see
That nothing else matters to me

i don't see you
but i can feel you

from the times of our past
from the we have spent together

your in my thoughts and dreams
your always with me, as i miss you
your in my heart, so

i hear your voice always
but i still can not find you

our memories will never fade away
for i always see you in my dreams

only to know,
that you are only

an illusion in my mind

It starts with one

One thing I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time

All I know

Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away

It’s so unreal

Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go

I kept everything inside
and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to be
will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard

In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me

I’m surprised it got so far
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end

As the willow branches hang towards ground
As the dripping dew falls to the ground

As the morning mist settles upon the grass
The morning sunshine, will soon be the past

As our day begins, we now face life
Our life for the day, a life from the past

From a past of love
From a past of sorrow

Things behind us, as we think of tomorrow

Care for your loved ones, everyday
We can never predict the future
A loved one can always pass away

I say this with love, I don’t like sorrow
We can only live for our life
Our life of tomorrow

You can only know
The things that drive you

You can only know
The things that hurt you

You can only know
The things that hold you

You can only know
The things that make you

You can only know
If heavens beside you

I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
When sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

as we close this chapter of yesterday
to start the new chapter of today
times of the moment have now slipped away


with the sights of new faces
and the sights of new places

the new things we learn
the things that drive us

the memories of the past, go by so fast
our brief memories, from our past history

the thing that we cast. are the things that last
the things we forget are the things that we miss

what the future has in store, is something I don’t know
we can only dream and take it slow

slow for the moment, the moment of time
as life goes by , one second at a time

These arms have held many relationships.
As my arms are scared from many.

As I look at my tracks,
they bring back memories.

A life of addiction and the love I had for it.
They knew no other only lonely and sad.

These arms did hold, real love many times.
As well as the heart aches,
which were my suffering times

These arms have built many walls.
That would let no one in.

These arms held many unfortunate lovers
and I broke many hearts
As mine was once done

Theses arms held beauty and joy,
from the love of others.
My family, my friends
the homeless and the sick

These arms have held death
Of people that I love
Of people that cared

These arms are now held high
High to god I now know
Reaching for a new life

A life of love and
a life of challenges

from the endless skies

to the depths of the oceans

when does **** stop!!!!!!!

In the morning mist during sunrise
With the waves crashing on the beach

As seagulls follow the dolphins
Tranquility sets upon me

My heart slows to a beating pace
So relaxed, so much freedom
?
?
?
?
Then one of my friends
***** with me and ruins my nap

By far, I am not a poet
I was bored in prison
So I wrote about my life
About the people around me
In Florida you are guilty before proven innocent

I feel that poetry must come from your heart
You shouldn’t think about what you write
It should just flow to the paper
If it makes you feel better about yourself
That’s what counts

The intellectual words
The *******
The forming
Mean nothing
Unless your writing a book

I do have a few books that will be published
Called RAW POETRY

Go with your heart I say again
Go with your life
It’s about you and no other
We can only try to help others through our writings

Love you all
Kitos  to everyone

Kitos means good job and god be with you

On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night

There she stood in the doorway
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself
This could be Heaven or this could be Hell
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor
I thought I heard them say

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Any time of year
You can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes bends
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

So I called up the Captain,
Please bring me my wine
He said, We haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine
And still those voices are calling from far away
Wake you up in the middle of the night

Just to hear them say
What a nice surprise
Bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling
The pink champagne on ice
she said, We are all just prisoners here, of our own device
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't **** the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
"Relax, " said the night man,
"We are programmed to receive.
You can check-out any time you like
But you can never leave! "

I’ve been traveling down this road
Looking for hope and no place to find it

I have the afternoon scope
Still looking for hope
And I think I can find it

With no place to go
With no signs of hope
I won’t give up trying

I have the night time blues
I can’t find any help
To find this 12 o’clock hope
But I’ll just keep trying

I got a few clues
To find this thing of hope
Without even trying

It was right in my face all the time
But I thought I had to buy it

sitting on this barstool
talking like a **** fool
got the twelve o'clock news blues

i've given up hope
on the afternoon soaps
with a bottle of cold brew

is it any wonder I'm not crazy
is it any wonder I'm sane at all

well I'm so tired of losing
but I got all day to do it

i go out cruising but I've no place to go
and all night to get there

is it any wonder I'm not a criminal
is it any wonder I'm not in jail

too much time on my hands,
it's ticking away with my sanity
it's hard to believe such a calamity

well I'm a jet fuel genius
i can solve the world's problems
without even trying

i have dozens of friends
and the fun never ends
that is as long as I'm buying

is it any wonder i'm not the president
is it any wonder I'm null and void

is it any wonder that i've got
to much time on my hands

As I climb the tree of darkness
To a place that never stops

As my drifting wonders
Deep within my thoughts

Which I thought was a dream
Was a life of adventures
Of my terrible dreams
That led my past

My past of illusions
From what I must hide

From that distant man
That hides on the sky

Devil be with me
I’m right by your side

Please forgive me
For I must die

You have it all
So why do you complain

I get you what you want
Has your life have not changed

Your bitter sweet tactics
Drive me insane

Do you need to see the dope man
So you can change

Don’t you hate your life
Don’t  you want to live

Without the controlling feeling
Of life with pain

You can no where
Without your tools

Tools for disaster
That bring you pleasure

If I kick you aside
What will you do

Sell your body
For the things that you do

This isn’t some game
When you play with your life

Keep up that ****
Because you may die

Should I eliminate my life
Should I take my life

Will I ever get it back
I sometimes wonder why

I have no fact
Things that drive me
Drive me insane

Never caring
Never feeling shame

Always hurting
With misery inside

Never thinking what to do
Wanting to change the past
To something good

Can I release this pain
Can I let it go
Can open my eyes

To live again

what do you think about a poet who writes
about how depressed they are
about how lonly they are
about how heart broken they are

but yet has,
two kids
two dogs
a beautiful husband
drives a Lexus
goes to soccer pratice

has a very large checking account
forget their savings and retierment
thats beyond belief

eats caviar
has diamond ear rings
a rolex
travels
and lives a great life

whats up with that ****

as I sleep my days away
for the passion of the night

standing on the corner at midnight
trying to get my courage up

in the streets again
of the lonely nights

with losers and hustlers
were nothing is right

one old lady
looked sweet that night

with an ankle bracelet
that said, don’t be lonely tonight

as she winked at me
and drifted into the night

as my life has always been
lonely days and lonely nights

i saw her today at the reception
a glass of wine in her hand
i knew she would meet her connection
at her feet was a footloose man
she was practiced at the art of deception
i could tell by her blood-stained hands
as she winked at me and said take my hand
i’ll take you on a trip with the devil
so i then took her hand

i then went down to the demonstration
to get my fair share of abuse
singing, we're gonna vent our frustrations
into to the moonlight night
we played this game

with prescription in hand
i went down to the Chelsea drugstore
to get my prescription filled
i was standing in line with Mr. Jimmy
a man that look pretty ill
we decided that we would have a soda
my favorite flavor, cherry red
i sung a song to Mr. Jimmy
and he said one word to me,
and that was "dead"

I then went home
to put myself to bed
could find the pills I had
turned on the tv, to find nothing on
as my life has always been
pretty percular
i live my life
with bleeding pain

there's a little black spot on the sun today
it's the same old thing as yesterday

there's a black cat caught in a high tree top
there's a flag pole rag and the wind won't stop

i have stood here before in the pouring rain
with the world turning circles running round my brain

i guess i'm always hoping that you'll end this reign
but it's my destiny to be the king of pain

there's a fossil that's trapped in a high cliff wall
there's a dead salmon frozen in a waterfall

there's a blue whale beached by a springtime's ebb
there's a butterfly trapped in a spider's web

there's a king on a throne with his eyes torn out
there's a blind man looking for a shadow of doubt

there's a rich man sleeping on a golden bed
there's a skeleton choking on a crust of bread

there's a red fox torn by a huntsman's pack
there's a black-winged gull with a broken back

but it's my destiny to be the king of pain