Does darkness consume me,
as I try to break free....

I bleed my life's blood,
only to get closer to God....

Repenting in my head,
which is beating me down.....

So i pray,
how did my life get this way....

As daily life takes a part of me...

Every time I believe,
it is ***** from me.....

Felling like a have no release,
I find nothing in life is free......

Sometimes I can't take this place,
hoping I'll never fall from grace....

Why do things have to be this way.....
Why do things consume our life....

Fractured time in life,
can never be fixed....

To turn....
To change....
To believe....
To hope....

Trust the love from above,
which his hands cradle us.....

Does one believe in a false God....
Not knowing who looks down on us....

Some say the end is near,
which fills their life with fear.....

I pray for rain,
to wash everything away....

Hoping it will bring,
a better set of sunny days.....

The feelings of being hated,
only affect the weak and insecure.......

If I see hatred from a person,
I see signs of weakness and insecurities......

How does one deal with a bigot?
Bigot is a bit different.....
It is when one tries to influence one with hatred....

If someone hates you for what you have or the friends you keep.

It may sound like hate, it's called, envy or jealousy.

If someone hates you from something you've done to them,
that's resentment......

As long as you've done nothing wrong,
there's nothing you need to change......

I live my life by one rule.....

As long as I live a clean life,
I usually do not care what one thinks....

We cannot controls what one says or does.....
Yet, should one always forgive????

I think my mind is dying,
it's playing tricks on me again....

My shadow is shedding it's skin,
is it trying to step through me.....

I wallow in my own chaotic,
insecure delusions.....

I've been digging through my confusion,
to find out what I have been hiding.....

I want to feel the change consume me,
and start this life again....

Your my apple pie.....
You make me cry....

You make me high...
You make me lie...

You make me sigh...
You make me laugh....

You make my path....
You make me *****....

Your like my dope...
You bring me love....

You bring me tears....
You bring me fears....

You bring me years....
You make me want to die at times....

Recipe for apple pie:

One part man....
One part women.....

A sprinkle of salt....
Some doe.....

Maybe some sugar....
Add butter....

Little Cinnamon....
Then bake it in a relationship....

Don't forget the apples.....

Cinderella, Cinderella, take my hand,
take me to never never land....

A place so beautiful,
where love can be found....

Cinderella, Cinderella, take my hand,
lets run off together in this unsought land.....

Is love our reason.....
Is love our fate....

Cinderella, Cinderella, take my hand,
your so beautiful with a life to give.....

If I had one slipper,
could you love me.....

Cinderella, Cinderella, take my hand,
lets run off together before our time ends.....

Is this a dream,
that will tell my tale.....

To fill a void,
one will look for anything....

This gap we have in time,
is useally filled with thoughts.....

Of what may have gone wrong...
Of what may have gone right.....

We cry....
We smile....

Like a whisper in the night,
it just pases us bye,
and we resume life.....

Those voided moments in life,
will always come and go.....

Like the front pages of a novel,
they are reminders of our past....

Things that we sometimes wish,
we could change....

Then again it could be things,
We would never want to change...

We will always learn,
from difficulties in life....

More so then the,
easy side of life....

Stay true to yourself,
learn from the past......

And cherish your time,
you can never get it back.....