I have weather so many storms in my life and
I can only pray that the last was the last and
hope the future holds calmer weather for me

Storms seem to **** the emotions out of me
And leaves me fragile in every step I take
I try not to look back but I always do

Never knowing what the outcome will bring or
How it will effect my life that lies ahead of me
I sometimes don't think of others, which is selfish

Storms of my life have been very strong, hurtful and painful
Some have hurt and brought tears to my eyes wanting forgiveness
Some have just totally ****** me up and left me confused

I think back on how things should have been handled
Could I have done anything different, like maybe prepare
How can one prepare for the unkown without knowing

Can I see a pretty day turn gray and then run away
I cannot predict my storms in my life nor the outcome
All I can do is curl up and pray that I have hurt no one

I have traveled from my home
to a place I thought could be my own

I now feel trapped in the grips of time
I now struggle to find my way in time

I  sleep to catch a break
only to be waken by reality

I try to fight another day
caught in same old ****** routine

I can only find peace
when I hear no voices

I sometimes feel like a child
that can't find his way

I don't like to hear people
tell me what is best for me

****, they don't even know me
Is their meaning real or condescending

I seem to misinterpret things
from time to time with uncertainties

I try not to lose it, feeling like a servant
to my own ****** up thoughts

I try to stop this self creation of self pity
That can only lead me to sin

I must break this mind set
and clear my head

or die before I wake instead

a love for life
is full of meaning

a life of hatred
has no meaning

the blood we shed
the tears we cry

a life long adventure
for one reason why

why don't they care
why don't they face life

no reason at all
but only doubt

why don't they try
why are they mad

they have no reason
so i don't want them sad

one day they'll know
i was only teaching

in different ways
for all the right reasons

they'll eventually learn
the ways of life

the reason i do this
is i want them strong

strong for feelings
strong for life

it's their beginning
they should know life

Just like cherry pie
she catches my eye

With a extra cherry on top
what more can I ask for

So sweet, so dreamy
So pretty, so creamy

Can't wait to eat it
Hope no one steals it

So ****** and classy this cherry pie
only to go a glass of Don Perignon

My love for this cheery pie
Has my head in the sky

How do I want it
How do I need it

I think I'll take it home
and eat it, one bite at a time

My Cherry Pie

It the world was on fire
no one could save me but you

What strange desires
Will make foolish people do

I never dreamed that
I'd meet somebody like you

What a wicked game to play
To make me feel this way

What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you

What a wicked thing to say
That you never felt this way

What a wicked thing to do,
To make me fall in love with you

The day you left for your space
The tears I cried that filled my eyes

Counting the hours each and everyday
Making myself sick in everyway

I wish I could sleep, my life away
Why did this day, have to end this way

I never thought that the night
Would hold me in such freight

If I could only see pass the dark
Or just close my eye's from the start

To feel the fear of you not being here
Not knowing the answers of why your not here

I will pull my eyes out, hold my breath
and wait until I shake, to hear an answer

If I had some faith, I could make it safe
If I was only sure, your love is pure