DC raw love

DC raw love Apr 2015

How many times,
can they fill me with lies

And I listen again,
while they twist the truth.

They play around with my head,
The things they will do and the things they will say.

But they don't really understand.
Tears fill my eyes when I hear all the lies.

Just leave me alone,
I don't want your promises anymore.

Looking through eyes of time,
mirrors reflecting their stories untrue.

Promises, promises,
telling me all of my glories overdue.

How many times have I heard it before,
and I'll probably hear it again.

King of a thousand knights,
pawn in a table light, losing to you.

And they don't really know even,
what they're talking about.

Even the stories that they tell me,
in times of confession are not true.

Outcome is obvious for them,
none for us, just meaningless lies.

The things they will do,
and the things they will say.

When they don't really understand,
The fear of rejection.

I don't need their protection,
I'm making a stand.

DC raw love Apr 2015

From the blood of another...........................................

Daddy's little child left alone at home,
with a loaded gun sitting upon the shelf.

The Child's curiosity makes him wonder.
All these things that Daddy has to play with.

Running and playing in all of Daddy'd stuff.
Wanting to be just like Daddy to make him proud.

He put's on daddy's shoes and shirt and mimics daddy.
What up *******, where do you think your going

The child is so excited,
running around looking for daddy's stuff.

He see's the shelf where Daddy always runs to.
The child rolls Daddy desk chair into the closet.

Standing upon the chair ,
with no one to catch the child if he falls.

The child is attracted to Daddy's favorite toy.

Daddy always tells him not to touch his toys,
but Daddy's not home.

He eagerly grabs Daddy's toy,
which is very heavy for the child.

Losing his footing on the chair with the heavy toy
he falls to the ground, he's OK, being tough just like Daddy

Gathering his childish composure
He begins playing daddy again, pointing the gun

Swinging it around, saying Pow Pow *******
Just like on TV, but the trigger is to hard to pull

Looking at the interesting toy not know how it works
He turns the barrel facing him with both thumbs on the trigger.

Trying to squeeze, yet still very hard for a child.

So driven to pull this trigger,
to hear the noise that makes people run.

It clicks.............................

POW..................................................................

Another child lies dead.................

From the blood of another............................................................

DC raw love Apr 2015

Home

Is it strange to feel that home is not were I want to be
There is always something more I want out of life
What is it that will make me fell like I have a home

I have had houses but it was more or less just a place
How can I find my home that comfortable place
With the feelings of well being, with trust in myself

I feel if I can build this, I feel that I am on my way
My attitude has changed and i am only missing one thing
that day will come and my home will finally be a home

DC raw love Apr 2015

just the way i am

if I could start my life over again
what would I do
what would I change

would I change my looks
would I want to be a different race

what era would I like to live in
what country would I like to live in

do I want to live on the beach
or
do I want to live on a farm

do I want to be a happy person
or
do I want to be a mean person

do I want to run things and be known
or
do I want a simple life and be unknown

so many things to think about
so hard to decide

I think I will keep it simple
and stay just the way i am

DC raw love Apr 2015

Slipping into a daze

Please tell me baby
Do you feel the way I do

Hey wont you tell me
What can I do for you

I'll come to you any waken hour
When a minute feels like a lifetime

Sitting all alone looking at the clock
Watching the hands tick away

Slipping into a daze
Why do I feel this way

Please tell me baby
What your looking for

Feels like a lifetime
Trying to find my way

Trying find you Baby
Why do I feel this way

I'll sing a song for you
If I can inch closer to you

Baby you take my heart away
Every time I slip into a daze

Why do I feel this way
There was a time I can hold on

I can no longer hang on
Slipping into a daze

A song for a group I manage

DC raw love Apr 2015

Everyday

Everyday, everything seems the same
Everyday, nothing seems to change

Everyday, I try to make a change
Everyday, I feel I'm going insane

Everyday, I try to take a break
Everyday, I always make mistakes

Everyday, I cry the same old tears
Everyday, I add time on to my years

Everyday, I feel the same each day
Everyday, it eats my heart away

DC raw love Apr 2015

HERION

where did they think they were going
when they took that shot in their arm

my best friend Paully, along with some of my other friends
this narcotic charm called ******, took them all to the end

it's a ******'s dream and they think it's fun
they might as well use , just a plain old gun

prolong the agony, keep ******* around
think about death, when you shoot it again

it could be your last time and it only cost a dime
so they think they can do it, it could be their last time

they shoot it anyway and they don't even care
to them it was only, their very next fix

i told them all the time, that they better beware
don't do as i do, but it's all up to you

you can't ever tell a ****** whatever to do
always remember it's all about you

this dope called ******, is no ******* game
always remember, it will drive you insane

if your lucky, you'll only get hooked
so they give it a try, just to get high

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