Thinking back on memory's
Of something I once did
Manly out of curiosity
But only to prove a point

Touche to the ladies
Who I don't quite understand

I've whispered many words to many ladies
Getting the same reaction from most

Yes, I may have been slapped a few times
Yes, I may have been laughed at few times
Yes, I may have been walked away from a few times
Yes, I may have had conversations of curiosity a few times

But the majority of the times they came home with me
Yes I had things gone for me, yet they did not know me

But what I did know that
Whispering words of sin

Attracts them

I don't want to spend the rest of my life
Looking down the barrel of an Armalite

I don't want to spend the rest of my days
Keeping out of trouble like the soldiers say

I don't want to spend my time in hell
Looking at the walls of a prison cell

I don't ever want to play the part
Of a statistic on a government chart

It's dark all day and it glows all night
Factory smoke and acetylene light

I face the day with me head caved in
Looking like something that the cat brought in

And they're only going to change this place
By killing everybody in the human race

They would **** me for a cigarette
But I don't even wanna die just yet

There has to be an invisible sun
It gives its heat to everyone

There has to be an invisible sun
That gives us hope when the whole day's done

Addicted to air only has me gasping for more
I sometimes hold my breath to try and break this habit

I hear addiction takes time to break and I should take it slow
To detox from this I must be careful and gradually hold my breath

I do find it painful at times, yet I am know up 3 and half minutes
I find it exhilarating at times, knowing that I will beat this habit

I have now learned to hold my breath while I sleep
I have been doing some research and have been saddened

To break this habit I must die and I am scared of suicide
Is my addiction my reason for not wanting to be hear?

As the rain finally stop
I hear the last of the drops

The fading moon dark gray skies
Now showing a new misty blue

The sounds of pouring rain
Now changes to singing birds

As the sun crevices through the trees
I now hear squirrels running in the trees

I fight myself to open my eye's
Enjoying myself in the dream world

Still darkened in this house
I find myself needing relief
Not quite aiming correctly

As I continually fight my eye's
I find day old coffee in the ***
Which is ok my by me
Thank god for the microwave

I now sit at my desk
To start the next day

You had something to hide
You should have hidden it
Now you're not satisfied

It's now time to pay the price
For not listening to advice
Deciding in your youth

It used to be so civilised
You will always wonder how
If you'd only have lied

It's too late to change events
It's time to face the consequence
For delivering the proof

Never again is what you swore
Now you're standing there tongue tied
You'd better learn your lesson well

Hide what you have to hide
And tell what you have to tell
You'll see your problems multiplied

If you continually decide
To faithfully pursue

Know the
Policy of truth