The seasoned river has so many effects
The river changes so often just like me

At times so difficult to cross, at times very shallow
At times so murky, at times very clean

Direction changes and eats away at the bank
One interferes and upsets it's path

At times it's very high, at times it's very low
At time it has much life, at times it has none

This river is a delicate one with feelings
It likes to see people happy

Sometimes it is angered
Sometime it lashes out and hurts others

This river reminds me of me
As my life evolves wanting to be free

Why is it when you say you don't love me
I love you more then life can see

Why is it when you push me away
All I do is want to stay

Why is it when you run from me
All I want is to chase for thee

Why is it that when were apart
I don't know how to control my heart

Why is it when you  tell me I'm pathetic
I always cry because I'm sympathetic

Why can't I just let this be
And set my life away from thee

I look and find love only to be let down
It is such a long roller coaster ride I have to get off

I look to find and gather friends to be with
Only to find out they talk behind my back

I just look for people to hang with to pass time
But time passes and they usually drift away

I just look to be alone at times and self absorb
But something always interrupts my thoughts

I have met 2 and they are always with me
I would have to say they have never left my side

Never, Never, Not once, not even when I was

Depressed
Crying
Screaming
Laughing
Dying
Delusional
Lonely

How ever I acted they stayed

My two best friends always there
Never saying a word to me

Yet they always comfort me
They always knew what to do to change my mood
They always give me warmth and understanding

Oh how I love them
They have never left me

The needle and the spoon

I have crimson eye's in moonless skies
I bleed from my conscience and steal from the dead

I play with fear and runs with hate
I never think it's over, it's never to late

I creeps through the night and hide during the day
I play these games of fright and hate

I make people cry and wishes them for dead
I'll give up a life because I'm already dead

I'll travel the world just to find you
I'll teach you sin just to know you

Your life will go nowhere
Your feelings will be dead

You'll love my ways they always do
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways

You never think that you learn my ways
But you came to me, not i to you

Lets dance,
and run off into romance

Lets play,
while color lights up your face

Lets sing,
the song were playing

Lets stay,
and enjoy this time together

Lets hide,
these days of adventure