will I ever be happy?
Must I cry before going to sleep?
It feels like the world
has turned against me
It feels like I'm in a world
of pain and sorrow
I feel like I'm at my own hell
as if I'm tripped into a cell
sometimes I sit and wonder
what the **** I'm doing wrong?
Is this my life?
will I ever stop crying?
will I ever find happiness
Asking myself that question