life is hard and unforgiving sometimes it's impossible to make a living doing what you love sometimes the only thing that will pull you through are the things that are honest and are true like the things that bring you hope like a rainbow after a monsoon or a brightly lit full moon or seeing a iris
in the snow or seeing a cardinal in the dead of winter perched  on a branch so low these are the things that brings me hope  like when people are so kind when anger makes you blind and you don't know witch way to go these are the things that bring me hope you have to fight to do things right like giving to a stranger that can't give back or fixing a relationship that's Ben broken and cracked these are the things that bring me hope life is sometimes hard and unforgiving sometimes it's impossible to make a living doing what you love sometime you have to push sometimes you have to shove to make it to the top you
have to keep on going and never ever stop these are the things that bring me hope

certain touches go through me like knifes and I can't look you in the eyes but I'm just like you I bleed red and my eyes are blue I just see the world In a different view but that doesn't mean I can't feel too epathy is different for me I feel it and I know it but I don't know how to show it I am like a square peg trying   to fit into a round hole but blending in is good for my soul the sounds of life make me cringe that is when I become unhinged can't filter out vioces choose my own choices I wish there was a way to show people I still care and even if you don't see me in a crowd I am still there